Sunday, May 31, 2009
Eh, get a life lah loser.
Anyway anyway, I'm beat. I've exhausted all forms of all joules I reckon. Swimming yesterday was therapeutic. I gave my 110 per cent and plus plus. Good girl(x
Aila's here, at home. Granny dropped her off and coupled with mum to attend the many weddings. & so, I'm tasked to babysit my Philippino-bred cousin. I thought her how to say "delicious" today. After much scooter rides, I coaxed her into watching SHREK. As soon as she saw SHREK, she pointed at it and said "Kakak rara look! Alang" Hahahahaha. She meant it looked like my uncle. Fat and Green. Hohoho. But he's nice and huggable laaaahhh.
Okay so now I'm contemplating if I should go to school tomorrow. Let's weigh the sweets and not-s.
Why I should bother going to school;
1) If I attend the SS lesson then it may be helpful
2)Plenty of 3-1 kaki
3)I need my grades to incline significantly(:
Why I shouldn't bother going to school;
1)Need to fight temptations of going into Pulse
2)Need to iron uniform
3)Need to see fugly faces
Okay, so it's a tie. Oh fish. Freaking Sweet sour fish. Gaaaahhhh.
I need to think and make a choice.
I don't feel like thinking, it's hurting my brain for goodness sake. LOL
In the mean time, I shall teach Aila to shake her booty to Flo-rida's my lips like sugar.
I'm such a mess, boo hoo.
Oh wth, I'm just a 15 year old trying to get her patethic grades up. CRIES.
Bubbbye losers, ily(:
Saturday, May 30, 2009
It's not always rainbows and butterflies;
3 weeks are all I have to prove myself worthy.3 weeks, ti.Like when daddy said; you can, if you want to(: Then I can because I will. It's a relief to see myself regain composure and garner my healthy ego back.When I walked back alone the same path yesterday, I walked back with my head held up high.It's great satisfaction. I'm contented, pretty much.
Monday, May 25, 2009
I got so much to blog about camp but so little time to.
Nonetheless, I promise to, soooooon.
Very soon?!
After having completed SLC '09, my last SLC as a camper, I've realised so much.
This is beyond doubt the most special SLC ever.
Because I was greatly challenged.
Mentally, physically and of course, emotionally.
Thank you X Factors, every single one of you. Look how far we've come. It's amazing. It's darn amazing. We grew up together. No longer ammatures. So lovable. You've all moulded me in a way or two and I thank you so deeply for that. For we're the best!
Thank you;
Cause when I start to crumble, you know how to keep me smiling
There you have it, the wonderfullllleeeesssttt ppl in my life.You make miracles happen(:
Thursday, May 21, 2009
HOHOHOHOHOHOLLY TOOOOOOOOOOT &#%$#%@%$@$#
Ti, why are you mad?
Ermmmm, let's seeeeeee;
1)I got so caught up with camp prep I forgot results are due tomorrow!
2)RESULTS ARE TOMORROW
3)RESULTS ARE FREAKING TOMORROW
4)CAMP IS TOMORROW
5)CAMP IS FREAKING TOMORROW
6)I haven't packed a single thing
7)Microsoft Interview tomorrow
8)I need to construct a decent script for tomorrow
9)I need Lam to vet it A.S.A.P
10)I need to MEMORISE the script
11)I need to memorise current associate post plus desired post-s
12)I'm still sore and mad over the heartache
13)I don't want to see you for the next 3 days, I don't want to cry.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I've got 15 minutes to post. If Nurul knows I'm posting, she'll scream at me. I'm supposed to bathe and get ready now but what the heck. HAHA. Okay2 first and foremost, Labels: Thank god I'm sane again
F**K yesterday's post.
I'm deleting it.
I'VE WOKEN UP(: & it's a good thing,
If somebody cannot treat me right then he's just a passing.
SO, I'm over it?!
Yes Yes Yes I am.
I woke up today feeling SO MUCH better.
Yes Yes Yes.
Thank you Aqil, for listening.
You helped, a lot.
Since I've recovered, you should be able to indulge in my positivity(x
I've been missing out in life a lot.
Like I want the old me back.
You know, the old me.
Well, I'm happy now so I guess this is it!
Oh yes! My blog song!! Niceee?
If it hadn't been for Jingjie, I wouldn't have known.
I know I know, ythis song makes you want to shake your boooooottttyyyy.
Haha.
Aziz would LOVE this.
Oh wow, I love life!
Monday, May 18, 2009
How could I give anymore;
When I loved you a little less than before
One more paper to go and I'm giving it all for camp. Amazing, but true. Looking forward to it.
What's the holiday gonna be like; I don't know what to expect. No company. Alone. Perhaps.
kerna cinta darimu;
tak sehebat cintaku
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Once bitten, twice shy
It's been a while since I last teared. I felt lousy because I usually weep alone but today a friend had to see me in a terrible state. But it's okay because he said I was a strong girl. And I am! I know I am. I want to do well for my remaining papers so I should concentrate fully. I should and I would.
What do I say at taking chances?
I've got none left to spare.
I want to spare myself the heartache.
Thank you JJ
I miss my friends.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Zaki junior requested a post, a simple post. So this one's for you!
MYE spins my head right round right round?
Talk about the atmospheric stagnancy.
My spot, the place where I'm sitted at, caters a wide range of pretty pretty view.
I like my front and back and sides.
The lights above, they inspire me.
Other than those, I simply dread through the papers.
History tomorrow.
I need to study because History is one out of the 2 subjects that I bother to get an A1 for. If I don't get an A1, I'll de depressed.
I mean DEPRESSED.
Okay, I neeeed to study now.
Hope you had fun reading my crappy post Zaki!
Monday, May 04, 2009
Steady feet don't fail me now.
Preferences? Not really. I can barely answer why. After much contemplation, hesitance. Zilch. I just couldn't. But it's all different now. The feeling, it fluctuates greatly. At times, it reaches the zenith, I feel piqued. Indeed. Well, at other times, I just lament dreadfully and silently over the fact that I sub-consciously changed all polarities by my own. Amazing? Pretty much. Proud as I am, it isn't just simply a paradigm shift- It's about me living up to the principles, the rules I set for myself. Expectations and beyond. Have I become so fickle over the years or am I just growing up. These phases, they scare me. It's stunning.
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter;
And I wait for the good lord to make me feel better.
TIARA
cH0c0QRowN!Ti [Your daily blogger]
