
Friday, February 29, 2008
A lot to tell!
LOL. I had to forget things that happened as soon as I was a bout to type. Okaay2. You know what, let's just list all the shocking and FUNNY things kaaaays!
Did standing broadjump today. LOLx. Embarrassing laaa, cause I cannot jump lah kan. Suck big time in standing broadjump. Yes I can STAND and I can JUMP but I cannot BROADJUMP? Nevermind though coz I'll work hard to get a grade or smth and not fail! Yes! I can do it!
Then, I remember getting lectured by Mr Sim. The thought of streaming send chills down my spine! Seriously lah. Scares me.
Freaked out when I received a msg. Okaay, so it was a prank. Seriously, it's not funny.
Had RC, thnx kak ewe for lifting my feet. Gaaah, you shldn't have. It's like not fair. They were all in pain too then you attended to me. In future let me bare the pain too. You're pampering me too much*Winks!
I Love Kak Ewe anywaaay!
Aftr RC, went to jp with Ferrero. To makan and get Elia's b'day present. And so I bought her this ice cream coin pouch or smth. SUPPPER CUTE. I WANT IT=))
MET OUR 2 FAV boyfriends laaah!
WILLIAM CHAN WEI BOON AND DARRYL WONG WAI BIN!!!
OMG!We stalked verna.hahahahahaha. Serious. Only the 4 of us know why=)
I love you 2 loads! We're gona watch L okaay! LOVES
Thanks ferrero. I LOVE YA!
-tiARa
Thursday, February 28, 2008
No More Drama-Mary J Blige
Today's fine. Everything seems fine as of this moment and I pray that things will maintain this way?
Sometimes things just happen unexpectedly.
tiARa
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Greetings!
If you happen to be an avid reader of mine, then you would realise that I've deleted an excerpt from yesterday's post. Mostly everything of the negative element. Well, I've come to senses and have realised that I shouldn't be condemning people. It's mean. It's ammature too and that is definitely something which I shouldn't be doing in the course of wanting to change right,for the better that is. So, I truly apologise to whoever who felt offended. I've grown to be more sensible. There, I'm proud of myself!
I don't think anamosity is wise so, we lead our own lives. Happy leading yours!(:
And and, Bryan, of course not refering to you lah DUH! Heyy, not talking to you for a day makes me go CRRAZYY??
Hahaha,Kak Ewe, too bad lah tak cukup evidence to cari pasal. In future lah ehk. I love ya anywayss!
LOLX, Nurl, let's be WISE people. Think rationally okaay candaay. Loves too!
-tiARa
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I got incomplete homework lah seh, and I'm happily online. LOLX.
YIONG CHEE SERN is one blackmailer I tell you. GAAAHHH! Belive it or not, he threatens me with me having to treat him to Family Feast. Kuai Lan luhs. =.=
Anw, I predict a Maths Test tomorrow. (:
I haven't studied and I barely understand formulars and equations. Only last minute studying and a handful of prayers plus a little bit of justtomakemefeelbettermotivationt will help. Ya right. Again, the squints to address my oh so typical gestures> =.=
I cannot log in to ebuddy luh seeeee aaaaaalll
I sweared alot today ;X
Tsk, CHANGE Ti, you HAVE to!
Okay, positive thinking now!
You can do it Ti!
Maths is easy if you be attentive alright!
Alright, I'm all set for tomorrow's test!=)
Bryan's phone got confiscated=(
I'm still not talking to you, what don't you get it?
I LOVE nurul and of coz of coz, Kak Eweee!!
-tiARa
Monday, February 25, 2008
CHANGED PHONE! 5160.Weeee!LOVES!
Busu has been admitted into the hospital.
That's terrifying. It's like the second time already. Haiz. I pray he'll have a speedy recovery=(
As you can see, I haven't been updating simply because I've been bombarded with tonnes of time-killing activities=(
Let's review in brief coz I seriously have no mood to elaborate.
Saturday
FLAG DAY.
Fun! I LOVE XIAN YUN!Such a smartypants.She really knows where to get generous people. Anyway, it was really nice to see parents/grandparents educating little ones about the importance of donating=) They sure did help alot!
Sunday
The Arena
We did well. Not supposed to reveal the results but HEY, we ROCKED?! You guyz kinda get what I mean. o.-
Haha.
Anw, that sec 4 Darren is oober funny except when he starts talking about Aziz then it kinda gets on my nerves=(
LOL.
Mum brought back a bunch of bananas.Hahaha!
~tiARa
Friday, February 22, 2008
Everything's in a mess right now. And it all seems like it's my fault. It's like if I hadn't entered into anyone's world then things wouldn't happen? Best friends would still be best friends. Feelings like jealousy and hatred and envy wouldn't exist. Somehow I feel a sense of guilt in me. Am I too selfish just because I yearn a little more love and attention from someone I look up to. It's that catogarized under the selfish element or am I just merely and ordinary girl who is need of a role model to guide me along. That's all I ask for. Not more. Is it too unreasonable. Am I too demanding? Where's the justice? What is fairness? Do they even exist? When do we have to stop giving in to please everyone. So that we spare you little harmless drops of tears. We take good care of your fragile hearts so as to not let it break or even crak a little. We care so much that we're willing to shed those little harmless drops of tears for you, feel the pain for you, sheild you from all heart-wrecking things. When will you reciprocrate?
I just want to learn from you and appriciate you for who you are because deep down, you're the best role model I could ever ask for. It'll only be a stupid act to not get hold of you and let you pass by without learning from you. You have so much to offer. I look at you with much respect. I want to be like you, I aspire to be better than you. Why won't people understand? Why?
I shed tears,again
~tiARa
Thursday, February 21, 2008
For friends are very important. The incident today opened my eyes so much. In life, we ought to change for the better especially when our loved ones deeply wish we would. Labels: Learnt.
Dearest Kak Arf, I look up so much to you, it hurts to see you get punished for something you didn't mean to do. It could have been prevented and all you need to do is to change. It's not for me, nor is it for Kak Ewe,Kak Naf,Kak Syaf or Kak Ames but none other than yourself. We all love ya Kak Arf and you can be a way better person. Just a little bit more effort Kak Arf,you can do it. We're behind you!(;
I learn that we should never take people who truly care for us forgranted. Just imagine, there's this someone who always backs you up even when you find them an irritating pest. You want them to stay away from you. They'll do ANYTHING for you and you just don't appriciate that person. When you've been mean to that person, you suddenly need him/her at the worst times of your life. They don't shove you away. They say it's okay. They tell you evryth's gonna be fine. They comfort you alot. When you're happy and evryth's alright, you shove them aside. I then ponder, when THEY need YOU at their worst times of their lives, were you EVER there for them. After reading what I've just written, I hope I did touch a tight knot somewhere, deep down in your hearts. It's time you untie those knots.
It's time, you turn and look back about what that special person has done for you. The least you could do is to thank them. They'll be glad and thankful, I'm confident! Let's all take a turn and if you haven't, for once, thank our loved once. Coz really, we never know when they'll leave you, be it for a while or forever.
Thanks Kak Ewe. You really care for me. I want to thank you alot! I treasure you like my own flesh and blood.I do!A LOT of love!
Of course, Nurul, thanks a mill for ALWAYS being there for meee=))
ti
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Love. What's your defination of love. Love needn't be about couples and stuffs. Exactly. There's sisters love and best friends love and mummy daddy love and teacher love and pet love. Gaah. I'm blessed to have a Guardian Angel Love=)
-tiARa
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
vice versa
“You cannot be hurt by anyone unless that person is somewhat special for you.”
Sunday, February 17, 2008
And we won NATIONAL CHAMP!! Gosh, it's hard to believe isn't it? Well, we did anyway. I'm thrilled and elated for the marchers. The effort that they've endlessly put it certainly hadn't gone to waste. Well done!! Labels: CHAMPS
A lot of tears yday. We didn't win West distric Champ. I was pissed of coz the champ was like, oh lol, how do I put it in an unoffensive manner. Alah, they're just bleaaahhh.(:
Anw, I cried.=(
Coz Kak Ewe laaah. She dowan to talk to me. Then both also sooo stubborn and heaad hard. EGO. Tsktsk. When the results came out and we didn't win champ I teared the moment I saw her brokedown. So much for being an idiot ti. Tsk.
Nevertheless, Kak Ames told me it was okaay. Thnx to Kak Ames I was consoled=)
Then aftr evyrth, we won champ n stuffs.
Went to KFC to celebrate. Makan and makan and crapped and crapped. Waited for mummy and daddy with Kak Ews. MY tummy hurt like stupid. GRRRR! And I went home
Im still pondering who took the untouched zinger. LOL
Plus plus, Ma'am Dori has an invisible friend called MARY. LAMEEE Ma'am Dori=.=
Conclusion> I LOVE Kak Ewe and you're worth crying for. I mean it. You're my bestest Kak Ewe in the whole wide world. You are very very doooooper loved=))
`tiARa
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Heyy! So today's Valentine's Day. Fun stuff. Anyway, let me just quote what Nurul said, " What about Valentines. If you really love someone, EVERYDAY should be a Valentine's Day," Labels: Valentines
Nurul made a whole lot of sense. Nevertheless, gifts were nicee=)
Person who had the most number of gifts in class was none other than dear Shan Shan. Haha. Sweetness! As expected=) So did Bairavee. LOL!
Shirmaine was the first to give me a valentine card. And it is darn sweeeet okaay. Then Wei En gave us all ferrero roche. Loves!
Science and History was manageable. Oh whatever, it's over and done anyway. Didn't go down for recess. Had undone homework. So I did the homework. Okaaaay, that was pretty predictable. LOL. ANYWAY, maths was funny. 3 peeps had their mouths taped. Pity Mehn though. He was sneezing with his mouth taped. Bet he found it weird.LOL. So anyway, he has been sneezing non-stop. He says someone has been cursing him. LOL, what a theory. So anyway, stayed back for a lunch date with Kak Ews, my Valentine. LOL.
I got my valentine gift=))Yeys! Pictures below. Hehs! So anyway, after teman-ing Kak Ewe here and there, she sent me to the front gate( coz she was too embarassed in mufti=.=) She kept on insisting that it was memalukan. Adoii. Then SOMEONE had to come and spoil my day. Ahhh, Kak Ewe so don't love you like she loves Kak Ames and me laaaah okaaaay.
Waited for the bus. Bus came and I boarded it. Stupid E-Z link reader had trouble detecting my money and due to that, I stalled a long line of people. Dumbbbb. Apologies though! So anyway, after I tapped and stuffs, found a seat and sat! Then Yong Yang came and sat with me. While he was heading towards me, an old man said "Councillor should show good example" or smth like that and shooked his head. LAME right? Then he sat beside Mehn and started talking to himself. Then Mehn go show the gila sign at him. Hahahaha,ok that was so so hilarious.
Crapped and crapped with Yong Yang. Suddenly Mehn asked us to look at the seat in front. Apparently, a girl who just got off the bus, left her wallet in the bus. Sad seh. But she went off already. Aiyaaahh.
So when we reached, Mehn said his E-Z link had only 4cents in it. LOL. PA-THE-TIC? Accompanied him halfway when he pointed at Bairavee. She was running after her sister. Damn was she fast. I strolled along the way but I managed to get hold of her. Haha. Went home with her=)
I have TONNES of homework=(. Great, Zul just reminded me of Kefahaman, GRRRR!
Pics,
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Let's shove away the unhappiness and start a new. I'm undergoing a reverse polarity now and I'm happy with it.
Simply said, everything's fine=)
Anw, pictures,pictures and MORE pictures.
Went bowling last week with beloved family. Big big family, not just us four=) Family outing was meaningful and enjoyable lah. The bonding mattered the most! As usual, had our supper at West Coast, Yup, all 11 of us. LOLx. Convoyed along the CTE and PIE and AYE and KJE and etc etc lah. We went everywhere. LOL. Before we went to bowl, we, us 4, went to the golf course cause Dad and Sis wanted to practise their chots. Me and mum minded our own bzac. Haha. I did MATH!=)
Pictures;
Bibik's RAV4,mine one day=)
Typicial Pak Long(eldest uncle) laying ground rules to the kids.LOL
Monday, February 11, 2008
I am exceptionally so very pissed to the extreme today. Simply because people just HAD to make life so darn difficult despite me being effing tolerant and I must say respectful.
-Apparently people have problems with my working ethic.
-Apparently people just cannot learn to accept that the whole damn world has flaws but God and only God
-Apparently people had to be so power-crazy.
-Apparently she just had to influence every ignorant soul about my flaws and errors due to her personal disputes with me when these oh-so innocent souls don't know nothing.
-Apparently there's common test tomorrow which apparently means I am to study.
-Apparently there's a zit on my nose and people think it's a stud.=.=
-Apparently Kak Ewe doesn't want to talk to me.
-Apparently life's at its worst right at this moment.
-Supposedly I am not affected.
-Supposedly I am to be strong and not some noob who clams up and watches everything go wrong.
-Supposedly I am to defend and stand up for my rights.
-Supposedly I am to uphold justice and fairplay.
-Supposedly I am to be the one leading now.
-Supposedly I am to be in that "optimistic" state.
-Supposedly I am to cheezeyly say that "this is life, I take this as a challenge and not an obstacle"
Oh please. A big WHATEVER for that cheezy phrase right there.
Give me a break lah please.
In life, we can't please everyone you know. There must be people who we won't fancy and you know, that's only natural. But at the end of the day, we don't go around influencing or brain washing people about the other person's flaws and bad character, even worse you add things which aren't even true. Yes you may not like me, I can so accept that. Truth is I don't like you too bbut hey, it's professionalism we're talking about here. I don't go around telling people how I'm not fond of you. Ain't it mean if you go around tarnishing my name and reputation. This is obviously unfair for me. You know I could do the same but that owuld only make me a replicar of you and trust me, I don't wana be you girl. It's mean and I hope you know.
Sometimes it's just so difficult to believe someone who is so close to you could actually engage so well in a conversation where he so conviniently agrees with the other party about your bad points. Nobody's perfect in this big big world boy. That you must know. I am utterly disappointed and ashamed to have once called you a friend, someone I cared about. It's a shame, it is.
Oh Allah, do open their minds and forgive our mistakes. For we are just helpless and uncapable human beings who selfishly live and we forget that this world is just momentarily. We tend to forget the retribution we are bound to face hereafter due to our mean and evil sins
I hereby safely deduce, For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic.
I'm all that you're not.
tiARa
Friday, February 08, 2008
Do you believe in magic
In a young girl's heart
How the music can free her whenever it starts
And it's magic
If the music is groovy
It makes you feel happy like an old-time movie
I Love Ray J's one wish. Addictive.
Today I started doing my revision. I'm relieved in a sense that I've actually started on something. Haha. Screw common tests. Boo :p
Of course I didn't fully concentrate=) Was Msging alot. LOL. Bryan was my company! And so, msged, msged and msged. Oh and it'll come to me. I won't pry lah coz you insist it's a secret*Grins*
Orson's ain't no party is haunting me. Hahaha. I know! Seriously, I hear it everywhere I go. It gets my head nodding and my feet tapping and my fingers snapping! Baaahahaha.
Since today's the last episode of Kinship2, it's a MUST to watch. We'll probably go out after that for dinner. Maybe with Bibik and Alang and Dan again. Yeys! Hope it's East Coast tonight. Weeeee!
That's all. I'll stop here then. I still got piles of books to browse through*Rolls eyes*
Grrr, I want common test to end quick like real bad.
I LOVE Game Plan. Cute movie=)
tiARa
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Hey hey!!
I think I've got SENSITIVE teeth. Really. Considering Sensodyne. LOL.
Ok, that's a very unusual subhead I must say nevertheless,let's list all "adversities" yesterday and today!
Didn't go to East Coast y'day. Ended up at West Coast instead. Reached Bibik's place right after sending my mum off to her class. Dad had to go see cars or smth. So anyway, watched Daniel play his PS2 and all. After much lazing around we finally decided to go out and eat! We were soooper doooper hungry.
Went to Mac. The journey was DOPE. And so, their RAV4 had a tv in it. Watched Simpsons-the episodes. Funny, so very funny.Haha.
After supper, we went over to Sembawang to meet Uncle number 2. LOL. Sent oranges and Cheeesseeeeburgers. Niceee stuffs!
Went straight home after that. Was sooo beat, the moment I touched my bed, I dozed off(:
Today,
went to Uncle Mamat's house. It's been ages since I last saw him. He had house warming so there were lots and lots of food!
After that, we went to Grandaunt's home. Ate, again. LOL. She cooked a FEAST. Lazed around there toooo.
Conclusion> I gained weights and I've yet to regret. The food was scuuurrrdddleeeummptiouuuss
It's an expression I made randomly.
Ok that's all for now. Pictures below!
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Ola! Happy Lunar New Year=)
I can't change the fonts to Mandarin Characters plus I don't recognize characters so I shall just spell them out.> xi nian kuai le,wan shi ru yi.
I hope I typed correctly. If it makes you feel any better, I know how to say it not spell it. Pardon my laziness to go clarify spellings now. Hey, we have a LONG holiday ahead, why care about spelling? Nevertheless, I hope I didn't offend nobody with the phrase. Haha. Bottoml;ine, Happy Lunar New Year! May you people have a splendid holiday!
Had reunion party or something in class today. Ate and ate and ate. LOL. Played fab games toooo! Mr Sim really is participative lah. Truth or Dare was much fun. Hahahaha, especially when we got to sabo all those who had crushes and admirers and stuffs. I felt as though the whole class was instilled with unity. We're so inducted in the bond and friendship between us. May we have a long lasting bond!
Performances were colourful I must say. LOVE the costumes. The baju-s were all silky and pinky and shiny etc etc. So, Mdm and Cik Azmi waited for E3 and me coz as planned, we'll be going separate ways. Confusing route planning so it's always best not to get involve. Haha. Just FOLLOW=)
Cik Azmi sent Elia and me home. Interviewed(LOL) Ade, Luqmanul's bestest of best friends, who happens to also be Freddy Fernendo's lil' brother. And so im fringgin' jealous because they'll be leaving for Malacca tmr. Gaaahhh! I want to go back to their kampung badly lah. *cries*. I don't care, I'm going in June or December by hook or by crook!
Anw, watched Hindi Movie when we reached home. I had the sudden urge to watch VeerZaraa, for the 6th time I think. Teared an all, as usual. LOL! After Mummy and Daddy came back, I went straight into the room to NAP.
I intended to nap for only about an hour but obviously I hadn't lah. Woke up, still groggy and I replied Bryan's msg. Msg and msg and msg. LOL. Remember to clear your things under your desk Bryan!
Watched Ellen degeneres. Laughed alot. There wasn't Tyra today because they showed Miss World. Last year. The one which China won. I still can't get over Korea not winning. LOL.
Anw,I'm beat and after mummy comes back from classes we're going out with Bibik and Alang and Dan. I'm praying so hard it's East Coast tonight. Probably be home past midnight. Woooohhhh, that's gonna be tiring. Okay now, gotta go concentrate on Kinship 2. LOL!
tiARa
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
And I will treasure this gift!
Besides crying over some reasons I find unnecessary and seriously hurting, I had an enjoyable day. Thanks for consoling me KC,Aziz and E3. You guys helped alot! It was pretty embarrassing to have teared alot. Gaah, it's all over anyway.
It's not as if I hadn't done anything. To the extend of even apologizing, I've done it all. If I am that bad in your eyes till I disgust you with every glance then all I can afford to say is, I don't care much. You don't appriciate our friendship so be it. You know better. What's best for you, that, you decide. May you have a blessed life and may you also understand the true meaning of appriciating friends around you. As much as I've been hurt and through it all, being pissed and stuffs, I've never regreted having you for company. That, you must know.
Anw, people thought I got my valentine's gift today. LOL. Since I promised it shall be a secret. Pictures,pictures and MORE pictures below!
Mac-ed with Ferrero. Bought E3's Bday present already. WDH! Expensive. But nevertheless,it's a sincere gift=)Hope she loves it.
As promised, here they are....
Monday, February 04, 2008
All thanks to Mr Luqman, we're in the comp lab right now and I'm....BLOGGING. Ain't it fun? A lil' akward initially but hey, it's permitted so, we'll just have to go with the flow?
Anyway, yesterday was fun fun except that I was bombarded with the workload of my Science Presentation today. Managed to finish it AND we presented today. WOW! It's a miracle, really=)
~tiARa
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Sorry Nurul, I really don't recall what I clicked on. It's white instead of black. Ooooppss. Sorry=( Labels: remenice the sweet only
Mac on me, my treat. Sorrryyyy=)
The thought of common tests after CNY really pisses me off. I'm starting to miss the hols like bad. Days without school and classes and exams and CCAs and stress and sorrows. Only smiles and laughters.I only remember everything sweet. I wish I could have them again. I wish.
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.
tiARa
Friday, February 01, 2008
Fabulous Friday!
So many enjoyable things happened today.
Started with PE. Did baton relay and it was hilarious. Was in group 2 which means I had to be the second runner. I couldn't stop laughing simply because I was surrounded by soooper funny people. Hahahahaha. Anyway,we had to run a hundred metre each and it was tiring. THEN, Ms Lim said every one had to run 4 by 400m relay. OMG. After a few rounds of hundred metres, we had to run four hundred metres at one go,solid. I came in fourth out of the ten groups. Damn it was tiring like crazy but nevertheless PE was fantastic!
Then came Compo test. Did question 3, wrote about my trip to Beijing. Fun stuff. Concentrated well at first. I was so immensed in my writing until he distrupted me. Good lah, knock bottle on table lah, whistle whistle lah, haiyoh. Annoying partner. Grrrr! Anyway, I'm confident for this one=)
Maths was fun too. Wei Jie was doooper funny and so was KC. Hahahaha! LOL! I was telling Mehn I would lick the Ramly Burger sauce. Then KC said "Eh, Tiara what lick? Uh?" Dirty dirty. Tsktsk!
Mt was the funnest of 'em all. Tried emo-ing and they all said I couldn't. I failed. Hahahaha. I tried real hard to act a loner and I ended up laughing. *Laughs!*
After school, had meeting with ex seniors. Have to come back for sec 1 camp as fascillitators. Woah! I'm so thight during the March hols. Like serious. I will be having camps-;
8-10 March - Sec 1 Camp ( fascillitating)
11-13 March - Nacli Camp (Camping)
Aiyayai. Soooper busy. I reall hope Nacli Camp would be an enjoyable one!
We're breaking apart dear friend. Why won't you talk to me. Had I said something wrong you could have let me know. Then, when you were angry, you wouldn't give me the cold shoulder for a long period of time. It has been 3 days. I want to know why. I apologize if I've hurt you in anyway. I fail to recall if I've offended you. Pardon my weaknesses. You're a dear friend..
~tiARa
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