Friday, November 30, 2007
Dilemma.I wish you knew.I really wish you knew.Maybe it's time for me to learn.I should learn.I'm trying to understand.I guess all I need is time?
Kerana cinta darimu tak sehebat cintaku.
~tiARa
Thursday, November 29, 2007
When you suddenly feel so happy and free.I've never been this noisy and thrilled.Yesterday was so much fun.Thnx Sc kids and Sc teachers.Yesterday was indeed a blast!Had tonnes of fun with Mdm Halizah,Nadd,Ain,Adam!,Aisyah too! and Elyas.The whole lot in fact made my day.Boy,I love them all to bits and pieces.Little India was fun!So was getting lost with Elyas.Haha!Sorry dearest for being sooo very scared and whiny the whole time.I know I should have helped along instead of whining and moaning.You know how I am with streets and navigations.Hehex.Against all odds,you were still tolerant with me,myself and I.And and,you are very loved for that!=)
Thank you so much for the wonderful day.I appriciate it alot.Every second was a memorable one I assure you=)
Today was another SPLENDID day!This time,with my second home.Haha!World Academy outing!Where at?We were off to....Singapore Discovery Centre.Super dooper fun fun fun!Bibik tagged along.Her presence sure did add to the kecoh-ness.More fun I assure you.We went on those paddling boats and it was so thrilling.Except that Haziq irritated me for a while.Haha.That lil' loveable rascal.Naughty boy!Luqman misbehaved a while.We were so mad but lucky thing he got back his senses and kept still.But overall,it was a fruitful outing lah I must say.Played dog-and-bone with the kids when we got back.They can really run seh.Swift and agile!I can't beat them no more.*Cries*Haha.So much for today!
Just as I thought the fun-ness of holidays have just begun.Grrr!*Screams*Back to school tomorrow.I hope not but.Haiz.Let's just pray for the best?
I love you.I wana see you soon. ~tiARa
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Yesterday was the most kecohrable first day of the week.Haha!Read on and find out why.=)
After everyone left for work and BukitBatok home,I was home alone.I couldn't continue my sleep though it was only 6.50.After I did my morning prayers at 6.35(LATE!)I just sat and watched everybody else got ready.Fun you know.Haha!Elia sleeps on the sofa while waiting for my mum and daddy makes Japanese tea.TMI,I know.Anyway,prior to that,I was as predicted SUPER bored.When....
Yes!When I remembered that mummy,daddy and adik bought 4 Hindi Movie DVDs!!I chose CHAKE DE INDIA first because....Hehex.Because it stars Shah Rukh Khan lah!LOL.NICEE!!I teared abit towards the end.I mean,it's Hindi Movie you know.Untill you tear,the movie isn't a good one.Trust me!The more you cry,the better it is.Hahs!After the show ended,I managed to watch the first part of AWARAPAN.I LOVE the third song lah ok.I'm addicted to it=)
Anw,enough of the bollywood-ness.I left home for SC!Sad,Adam wasn't arpund but it was a great joy to have met the other kids and all!Played with Elyas Adam.Fought a little,not alot.Just a little.Haha.Fun lah that chap.Irritating too.After much crap.He merajok then haiyoh,long story.I'll just get to the point.
I had to smile widely when I met him at the kedai.After I apologised and all we walked to B.B.Crapped along the way.Sat at the DOME.Waited for Kak Shak and Hanif and Yana.Yup.Very "talented" of Elyas to have done a MAGIC TRICK.Ya right,banyak punya magic trick kamu.Boo!
Soon after,Kak Shak came and we set off to West Mall to go find accessories for their prom,which happens to be going on right now,this moment.Hope they're performing well!Met Hanif and Yana at Starhub.Walk2 and all.Haha!Crap some more.Westmall-ing with these peeps rockedd a whole lot out of me.It really did!!
It was 6 already so Elyas walked me to the bus stop.Crapped some more.Haha!Stupidd!LOL!
The day ended wonderfully.I smiled and laughed alot.Now,that's for sure=)Thanks, you guys.
Today!
BB home for today.Very emotional.I hope the kids learnt their lessons alright.You guys really need to behave alright.Mdm is very busy and tired.She cried for goodness sake.That's bad lah.So did E3 and me.I guess it was just too much for us to take.I know my adik-adik-s have very good morals and values inculcated in them and they each have very great and big hearts.Maybe they're just too playful.I really hope today's incident wouldn't repeat again.I love them all alot.Everyone of them.The 6 of them are surely my angels and my joy!!
Thank you for checking on me and for making sure I was ok.I really appriciate it=))You are very lovedd!
And and!!Danish and Haziq sprayed that GATSBY HARD WAX on my hair.Grrr!!Boys will be BOYS!Naughty lil impy angels.I still love them anyway.
Tomorrow will be working day.A fun one I hope!Sc kids will be under my care.Yeyyy!Plus plus.Irritating Elyas Adam will be coming.Fun stuff I presume.Little India huh?I wana get some ladoos when I get there.I do!Ido!
much love,
~tiARa
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Ouh Hooray!!Finally,open house is so officially over.Yes!A burden of my messy life.Wee!Let's start from Thursday shall we?Chronology=Systematic which eases me and you! Labels: Today and the days before.Hmm.
Thursday-One day before Open House
Training.Trained alot.Got scolded.E3 was not in sight,as expected.(Refer to my previous post if you don't know what I mean.)When Nurul Itriah or Nurul Farida isn't around,it simply means;less concentration,less smiles,less laughters,demoralised to the extreme.So,you can quite understand the state I was in last Thursday huh?*Sighs*
Quite a number of US had tears welled up in our eyes when we were being scolded and all.Yes,I stressed and emphasised on US.Yes yes,including me.You can't help it.All the guilt and remource.PLUS!!We were all freaking tired.Tell us how should we internalise every word shot at us.Oooooh,"shot" is a strong wird but yea.After training,I accompanied dear kak Fara to buy ingridients for baking cookies at Fairprice.LOL.Shopping with Kak Fara rockedd!!Fun!!
Friday-Open House.
2 words;LAME CRAP
You can actually count the number of people who attended.*SCREAMS*
Saturday-Yesterday-Open House
OK lah,not bad.After open house went home with E3.Mummy and Daddy fetched us.Went swimming.Airport too.To send Uncle Mazri to perform his Haj/Pilgrimage.I pray he has himself a safe journey!May he reach and come back safely.Amin.After that,went to Bedok and Bukit Panjang,to take our winter wear.
Sunday-FUN!!
Today!Breakfast at ALIF with Bibik,Alang and Daniel.Afterwhich,we left for swimming at Jurong East Swimming Complex.FUN!Then later,went for Maisara's birthday party 4 levels down.Haha!The food was FANTASTIC!!I'm soo happy!
Tomorrow,off to SC.I'm elated.I'm soo excited.I love and miss my kids.Ya Allah,sesungguhnya kau lebih tahu segalanya.
~tiARa
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Have you ever had that feeling?That feeling which makes you feel so demoralised.It's taunting me so much.It triggers that few nerves.You feel like exploding any second.Your patience,your patience already at that highest tier you can't seem to downgrade it.You can't help but to let it incline and remain stationery,you don't want to do anything about it.You have that few words you wish you could utter but you simply can't.Though you know it would more or less make you feel a little better.Truth is,your words,those few expressions would lead you near roughly getting a hint they just won't make any difference.Not a little bit.Nope.Not one bit.
You wish you could scream and retaliate but those voices effortlessly drown your screams and sorrows in.You are so obscure you know.But you never were that way.Change is the only constant.I shall accept the change that's occuring and that's bound to make me a better person I hope.I am willing to open an avenue for such changes with the hope of probably turning over a new leaf.I am willing,not yet ready.
You want to do so much but you're just too tired.You're exhausted and you're fatigue.Lethargic you are to even give yourself a chance to speak your mind though you know you've been taught well.One by one things aren't going your way.You try to go with the flow positively.You embrace setbacks neglecting negativity when you used to be a pessimist.You try.You try so hard.Truth is,the door's locked.You search for the key.You do.You will soon come to know that the key is in you.Whatever value you may label that key to be,bottomline is,it's IN you not within your sight,not very visible I suppose.
Regrets.Vengence.Extreme depression.Never did such words exist in that dictionary of mine.I don't want them to exist.Truth is,words get added into dictionaries don't they?Let's just play by ear.It's hard.It is.I'm not faking it.
I pray that Allah would guide and lead me to the right path.For failures bring me closer to successes.Another chance everyday.I only pray for the best.I do.I embrace obstacles.I take up your challenge.
~tiARa
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Yeysss!!Finally,papers are over and done with!Today's paper was the easiest among all the other papers.I KNOW!!Can you believe it?I can't.LOL.Arab you know.We're talking Arab.
I was just so excited about tomorrow's outing when.GAAAHHH!Stupid lah.gila babi.URGH!What the hell la.Give me a break can.Great,what are the chances of me attending it ALONE?(if you know what I mean)99%!
Wish me the best of luck tomorrow.May I survive through the day.I hope I don't faint out of depression.
I want my life back.Without you people around.Please?
I'm depressed!
~tiARa
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I miss alot of people.And that's SAD alright.Let's list out the people I miss at this point in time! Labels: Misses, misses and MORE misses
-Adam Uzair=(
-Nadd
-Sc Kids&Teachers
-Sc
-6-2
-Nuruul-I last saw her on last Wednesday and it's saddening.It is
That's all I guess. I probably miss a whole lot of other people but yup yup,these people are really actively visible in my mind.Haha
Nothing much to say really but I can't wait for the trip this thurs!Yeys!Umm,tmr's ARAB and JAWI paper so..let's do our best e3!!It's our last paper Nurul Itriah so let's JIAYOU.HAHAHAHA
And and!Akmal Hakim is supperr doooppperr FUN!He is loved too
Hmm,other than that....
Should you misbehave tomorrow dear Izz Danish,Nurul Irbah,Elia,Haziq&Luqmanul Hakim, this Thursday kene tinggal ahhh!!Make sure you listen to Kak E3's and mine plus plus Kak Insyi's instructions well!!Behave yourselves little sayang-s and you will have a whole lot of fun on Thurs!
Loves,
~tiARa
Monday, November 19, 2007
It's raining,ooooh baby it's raining.HAHAHA.Thanks a gazillion Nurul Ferrero for "curing" Nutiz.Haha.Nutiz bloggie was ill for a few days all thanks to me!SO SMART of me to have played with the codes.Nurul is such a genius.You are very much loved for that!=)Today was Bukit Batok home.LOL.So FUN!E3 and I had Madrasah exams.Studied like crazy early in the morning.Boo!The paper was managable but there's like 4 more papers and 2 more days.Quick quick!End quikly!Hahs!Yesterday was sooooper doooper hectic!Had swimming in the morning.Fun Fun!There were new small lil' kiddos at swimming and so,we, the kakak-s had to observe and guide them through.LOL.So adorable little small peeps.Very curious minds.Typicial,small kids.Who else knows better if it ain't me=).I'm a kid toooo!After swimming,ibu and E3 sent me home.Changed and went to that Travel Carnival Fair thingy.Super HOT la.The weather was oh my.HOT.Though I had the opportunity to FLAUNT my shades,hehex(SHOW OFF TI!!!Boooo!)the weather was seriously hot.The sun beat mercilessly on us.I was in black some more.Grrrr!!After that,went straight to SEMBAWANG to help uncle move furnitures.Shift home,again!I didn't help much.LOL.LAZYBUM!But watching people carrying things were fun!=)MY two small-built cousins were sooo hardworking.Boy were they strong.Don't play play ah,kecil2 cili padi ok!Haha,so here are some of the pics I have!
LORRY!Full of furniture.LOL
Presenting,WACKY cousins!Look at Daddy and Alang.RABAK.PLAYING UNO!!!??
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Fatigue I am.Ok2 chill,I wana finish up the last part of Titanic.*Advertisements*
Haiyoh,I'm tearing already.Jack and Rose=true love.I wish that would happen to me.I mean,the true love part,not the die in the atlantic ocean part.LOL.Anyway,so here's from me to you about today!
Our very first COMBINED TRAINING for Redx and NCC.Fun!Had orienteering.New thing learnt.GOOD!Finding the clues and the locations were super dooper fun but answering those mind-boggling questions were not at all fun.Boo those questions.However, the 2 NCC cadets in my team were brilliants!!Benard and oooh,i forgot his name.Anyway,they're still splendid listeners.They amze me.They actually paid attentionduring first aid and evac lessons.How smart!Weee!
This is total crap.Watch and you'll know.First of all, it's logically insane!And it's just a spoiler to the original story la.Yes,everyone wants Jack to have survived but he died.HE DIED!So let him die laaaaaa.Why bring back the character.LAME LAAA SEYY!!Now the movie ain't gonna turn out nice I predict.Watch> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD4OnHCRd_4
Enough of that.Anyway,AJ did the sweetest thing la ok.He called me and played+sang Ryan Cabrera's On the way down.The lyric's kinda deep but I truly appriciate it.Don't wish to question him further about the whole dedicating it to me and all but he's really thoughtful.And that's what bestfriend's are for so,don't thank me for whatever that has happened ok.I'm always here for you,you spastic assss!!LOVES!
That's probably enough for the day.I've learnt to let go slowly, and I'm doing just that!And I'm happy,I really am.=)
~tiARa
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I am SO VERY tired.Let's go through the agenda I had today shall we?!:D
7am
Got ready
7.10am
Dearest CANDAAYASS came knocking on the door.LOL!
7.15am-8am
Bus trips-First part of the ride,STUPID(haha!ask Nurul who we saw)
Second part-Fun!
8am-1.30pm
English Debate rehersals.And so,Mehn Zaw Wunna claimed to be sick.Called him SOOOO many times and he didn't answer but miraculously, when Zavier called him STILL USING MY PHONE,he picked up.And I still wonder what was that all about?Anyway,our LAME conversation -
Mehn:Hello(sick+faint voice)
Me:Oi!You sick arh?
Mehn:Yah,I sick la(sympathetically)
Me:You sure you sick or just wake up from SLEEP?
Mehn:Sick la!!Where are you?
Me:Going to McD
Mehn:With Nizam they all?Or they go arcade?
Me:They go arcade=)))
Mehn:Walao eh!Haiyaaah!!Nevermind la.K la,I wana rest.
Me:K take care!
Mehn:Bye.
No comments with regards to the conversation.=.=
ANYWAY!!!We still have another dry-run next Wed and I can't make it.Booooo laaaa!!MARLYNA!COME LA OK.We had to answer for you.C'mon girl,just stay commited can?
Nurul is probably having fun right now.Enjoying her delicious STEAMBOAT!urgh!Have fun anyways gilaaaa.Haha!
1.30pm-3pm
Red Cross.
Had First Aid lesson.Fun!I GOT MY GLOVES!!!COOL LAA!I kept on wearing it and I didn't want to take it off at all.SHOW OFF TI!Booo!Izati and E3 seriously need to go for councilling sessions.SIOW ah that two!Laugh non-stop.Gila!
3pm-3.50pm
Went to JP with Bairavee.We had to buy those cards thingy.I don't know how to spell the actual name so,forget it la.Anyway,haiyoh!YOU!!!It's not that I didn't wana see you though I knew we were literally a few metres away.It's not that I didn't wana look at you and all.Don't make it sound that way la.I was sloppy and sticky.Super Duper MESSY.Then you wana meet me.Dowan lah.Some more you weren't alone.Next time ok.Soon,I hope=)Rest well,you're sick.
3.50pm-3.56pm
Waited for the bus!At approximately 3.56pm,I got off the line and was super jumpy to see....AJ!!!Haha!stoopid kambing.ACTION!!I stood next to him then he didn't realise at first.Eventually he turned then he like smiled abit.LAME LA AJ!Then he still can ask "WHAT"Walao!Funny is it?Bleah.Anw,after Bairavee went off,I sat in front of Aj then we crap some more la,as expected.Went home with him and all.I miss 6-2!=(
I'm seriously very tired and weak.There's red cross tmr from 8.30 to 4.It is going to be so tiring I reckon.No need reckon la actually,can CONFIRM!
I suddenly feel a slight absence and I don't usually feel this way when we talk about families and all but when Elia told me to help her with her heritage project,I began to think alot.About my other grandparents.My maternal grandparents.When my sister asked my mum about old photos,my mum said,"Actually Mummy's parents kept alot of photos of our grandparents and all but then,nothing to wirte about la because..not close what."
Her voice was so faint at that very line and I just felt sad.My wish is to have one complete family.I've never talked to them nor seen them at a close range,in person.I wish to do so."Ya Allah,do soften their hearts so that we could become a family,a proper one."
That's all peeps!
~tiARa
Monday, November 12, 2007
Helllll-o.Haha,ok that was meant to be funny.Nevermind though.Anyway,today started off unpleasently.Gosh.Sorry Nurul.So here's what happened>
I had to be in school by 8.30 and Nurul,at 8.So we planned to leave home at 7.15 so that we could reach school before 8.Just as soon as I finished bathing,Nurul phoned me.We were chatting as I got ready until...yea..UNTIL.. I discovered I couldn't find my house keys!
I panicked to the extreme.How could I have not?Everyone left home for the office and school.I was home alone.I straight away called mummy.She told me to look here and there and everywhere.I still couldn't find it.I simply can't!I told Ferrero to go to school first.She waitedat my door for a while before she finally left.How clumpsy can I get.*Sighs*.Anyway,till this point of time,I still have no idea where my keys are.Boo!
Daddy came home and sent me to school.Met Zavier at the pedestrian crossing and we went to the PBL studio.Boy was I shock to see Nurul there.HAHAHAHA.She didn't know about it too.We were in school for the same programme.Sat and crapped with Nurl,Shalini and Marlyna.FUNNY laaa ok!After English debate was done,falled-in for training.
And so,training today was FUN.Seriously!What Ma'am Celeste told us moved me and trully insspired me.I'm trying my best to put in my effort.However,like what Ma'am Naf said,you'd probably put in your effot but it's not enough.I believe what she said is true.I now know the true meaning of a SQUAD.It's really not about an INDIVIDUAL.Having said that,Each role that we play is crucial and vital for the benefit of the squad.May our unit bring GLORY to JSS.
Nurul!!!Tomorrow we go out la ok.I cannot take it.I'm SOOO effing stressed up I need a break.Let's go fly somewhere or something you candayass.
I miss Aj=(
~tiARa
Sunday, November 11, 2007
All the stress is killing me.I am SO DEPRIVED of sleep.I NEED my sleep and rest.I have panda eyes already.It's not that I'm not a panda lover like Nurul is but I don't want to have its eyes.No.Suicide.LOL.FUNNY alright.I swear it will only make me suffer during the November period.No one shall bother me during the DECEMBER month.I'll kill you if you tell me to do things that will cause me to lose my sleep and freedom 'm telling you.Back off when 1st December comes okaayys=).I just wana do my things with my family and friends.PLEASE don't bother me already when December comes.PLEASE,I'm begging.Leave us alone.Give me space.In the mean time I shall ROT my whole way through NASTY NOVEMBER.Boo!Somebody wake me up when November ENDS=) Labels: Wake me up when November ENDS
~tiARa
Friday, November 09, 2007
Heyya!BBQ today totally rocked!Waiting for pics.As soon as I get them I'll upload them ok!I don't really wana post tonight.It's half past 11 and I'm FATIGUE.I'm LETHARGIC.Oh so very.
Just to clarify.Aj and I were not smooching please!!We were talking.Alot.Confiding in each other.That's all.Don't have wrong thoughts please.Thank you so much beloved 6-2 for today's FABULOUS partaaaay.
So much love and a million thanks to>Darryl,William,Freeman,Joshua,JC,Jun Zhe,Wen Xuan,Che Shun,Wen Qi,Jas,Hui Qun!!The rest and the rest of the darlings.And MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!!> Siti,Ferrero,AJ,Zach.Thnx so much ok deary-s.Lots of love.
I wana share a quote by E3 today.It means a lot to me.I will do just that.For you and Nurul cause I know,it's for my own good.=)
"You will never love until you learn to let go"
I'm learning to let go and I will,slowly.Bit by bit.May ALLAH guide me through.
I'm wishin' you the best
Pray that you are blessed
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon blast you on the radio
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon lie on you and your family, yo
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon hate on you in the magazines
('m better than that)
I'm not gon compromise my ability
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gon dis you on the internet
Cause my mama taught me better than that
adapted and editted>Destiny's child's survivor
~tiARa
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Heyy.Finale today.heeeehs.The eleven of us totally had fun!
The last rounds were completed today for Raya.It was so super fun.A LOT of FOOD.I feel so bloated alright.In the words of beloved cik Rin"I shall just act pregnant.4 months at least=)"
haha.Cool cool.
Nurul and me were the first to reach Hamzilah's home.So we waited for the rest.Not long after,Faiz,Faris and Fawwaz came.LOL.3 Fs!I called AJ then.We missed him alot so we asked him to come along.He came soon.Syafiq,Hafiz,Zulaikah and Afia did too.
Nurul and I discovered so many depressing things.We just hope things wouldn't worsen for us.May we live happy without insensate beings.Ok Nurul.We'll still shine even if it means we have to put up with all their slefish doings yeah.LOOOOSERS.
Aj,we were really saddened when you sort of ditched us just like that.If the change in you means well,then we pray that you'd be happy in the presence of your friends.We know where we stand.We should understand as friends who have grown together with you.
Hah.I should have known.You lied,a lot.You need not fake in future.So what if you want her in your crew.You think I'd be mad at you.You thought wrong.I'm VERY HAPPY for you!GOSH I'M THRILLED!And ECSTATIC!Boy aren't you happy I'm glad!Like as if it's a big deal.I don't seem to be bothered much.It's just that,you got guts and I didn't know.All this while I really thought you were a coward or something.And then I thought not when I knew you're on her side.BUT AGAIN!I thought not.Hahahaha.Cause you didn't advertise it.Oooh,I'm not being nosey.I'm just taken a back.Very much surprised.This post refers to whoever who thinks he/she is applicable to it.You so know it's you honey.You do=)
Many ask me if I'm single or attached or have been attached before.One sharp and bold sentence.Oh,this sentence is such a beauty.Read it,Internalise it,Understand it,KNOW it.
I am NOT attached because I'm sweetly single and I HAVE NEVER BEEN attached.=)
Yeah yeah,go on call me a fake.You brought it upon yourself.Don't tell me about faking it because you lied first.If you can be two-faced why can't I?If you can fake your promises so why can't I?You can go back on your words and you bet I'll do the same.You make me shed tears,I'll do you the same.
Revenge ain't the right word.I'm upholding justice.I am.Thank me.
~tiARa
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
And so>Obligations,commitments,politics,clarity.It's all HAUNTING me.
Sad to say,I don't trust anyone right now.Yup.I don't.Alright maybe not EVERYONE but yea,majority.There's that fear igniting in me,not allowing me to feel secure when confiding in people.Hesitations,regret.Will I lament?Will I regret.
Every step I take is another mistake to you.Ain't it that way.I love my mum because she's the best person for me to confide in.I love you mummy.
I'm a 13 year old school girl trying to fulfil my obligations and responsibilities.I can't do them smoothly can I with all you evil-hearted people obstructing my way.Oh come on,reflect on yourself first then come talk to me about ME.
I'm sick of being misjudged and misinterpreted.Give me a break please.I really need one.
You have nothing to be intimidated about,really.You're way above me.Be glad you are.I have no intention what so ever to take over you or anything,Just do what you have to the way you used to,and do it well.Cause at the end of the day,after all that you have and WILL put me through..I'm gonna shine to be SOMEONE someday out of this.
After all that you've put me through,you think I despise you,but in the end I wanna thank you cause you made me that much stronger
=)
Because I'm all that you're not.
~tiARa
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
I was browsing through my phone when I found this.LOL!
My very talented sister and cousin.Watch!
Monday, November 05, 2007
Everything is upsetting and I don't why I'm upset about minor things.It's the holidays.It's the holidays and I teared more than usual.Isn't it ironic?
I don't know if im heading towards a good start for secondary school.It's just the first year and I'm VERY pressured.I wish someone understood.I wish.
~tiARa
Friday, November 02, 2007
Heyy!!Today was kinda slow and fun in some ways.
Woke up like early to go to the airport.Fetched daddy.Great!He bought adik and me LOADS of chocolates and BIG BIG lollipops.I mean really BIG!I shall snap a picture of them and post it alright.=)
After Friday prayers,daddy went for golf.Ooooh,fun for him but not for me.Was at home all along with nenek and adik.If I wasn't on the comp,I was on the couch.Either that or I'd be hanging around in the kitchen.Haha!Alot to explore in the kitchen okaay!
And so,I laughed alot today.HAHA!All thanks to the FUNNY video.LOL.I shan't be very crude.It's not nice.No it's not.=)
After thoroughly reading through my old posts, I couldn't help but to be ashamed of myself.Gosh I was such a..I don't know how to describe.Like I was a bimbo or something.The language usage,the whole expression and the despression thing.EEEEEWWWW.I could only read in disgust.I'm GREATFUL and very BLESSED to have realised my mistakes.I've changed.Alot.Im thankful.VERY.
I really am remourceful.My best friends must have gone through so much.I can finally understand their despair after one year.I've woken up.Finally.I thank God so much.I could have never felt better.
And yes.Pure disgust.I can't take your sweet words.Their so fake.SO fake.Come on.I'm not stupid you know.You're the attention seeker.You're the desperate one.Stop being so desperate because in case you don't know,everyone knows how flirty you can get.I'm saying this for good.You continue all this crap and you'll never have friends.Not to mention friends who are girls.They would probably feel so disgusted and insecure in you presence.CHANGE.It's for your own benefit.Not mine.Think.Wake up my friend,wake up.
~tiARa
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Finally!!The long-awaited pictures(:
Enjoy! 
E3 and Ti.
Farah,Zaty,Syaf,Nurl,E3 and Me(:
While everyone was enjoying the kuih-s,I was trying to solve that mind-boggling cube!
Because she's loved!-At Farah's
Laughing machine.She's a JOY,really.
Emulated role model of a good and responsible wife.hehex
Because she is also loved!Nurl and Ti
All Smiles=)
Oooh!Very cool
TRIED to emo.Hahs.I TRIED la,serious!
Candaayass<3Chocoarse
Elegance in her!
I am what I am today because of them
Reflections-If you've got sharp eyes that is
Hah!!SLEEPY eyes.we miss aj
Thier new CRAZE!
TIARA
cH0c0QRowN!Ti [Your daily blogger]
