Wednesday, October 31, 2007
So many things happened.I don't know where to start.I'll try to keep my events in a proper chronology.I'll TRY.haha.It kinda means,you can very well FORGET the chronology order because the chances of me straying away from it is SUPER high.*smiles* Labels: I treasure my loved ones=)
Oooh,what's the date today.hmm.ouhkay!
30th October 2007.-Happy *Halloween
Fun fact-Halloween literally means half moon whilst Haloween means hallucination.I'm puzzeled myself with the correct usage of the words Halloween/Haloween,lol.So,my conclusion >Haloween,with just an "L" is not universally known or to be more precised,it's not accepted in dictionaries.(Correct me for if you find my facts unacceptable or incorrect)I want to learn new things too=)Anyway,whateverlah aiyoh!And it's just fun and extra stuff.Still,I'm quite certain that you readers get what I mean?!A little at least.haha=)
Had redx training just now.Oooooh,I was a casualty.Eeeewww.PUKED.bleah.Too bad for me cause I swallowed my puke.hehs.I know,very gross!Thanks a zillion to dearest kak ames for keeping me company,for her warmth in caring for me.lol!I wonder if kak ames keeps track,this should be the how many-th time already.Kak Naf too,as well as Kak Rahmah and and,Kak Syaf.Though it was only for a short while.Yes yes!i LOVEE my seniors.=)
Thanks Syaf for going to school with me today.Going to school with you totally rocks!hahs.LOVES!
Plus plus,I want to commend Zaty and E3 for their tremendous effort in footdrill today.You guys are splendid marchers in MY eyes=)).
Yesterdays;
29th October 2007.
Left home at approximately 11am and reached home at approximately 8 pm.WOW?And so yesterday was Raya with the wackos ok!consisting of>
Zaty(Laughing machine a.k.a Farah's twin!)
Farah(Potential emulated *ehem.hehex. and and Zaty's twin!)
Syaf(Model of the year baybeh!Hot hot shawty that one.)
E3(Gadis melayu terakhir-Elegance is in her blood yeah?plus lil' miss talk alot)
Nurul(Pai kia in baju kurung!totally loveable!My loco candaaay)
And me=)haha.
Totally saddening cause E3 and Ferrero said I was the Rich extra one.I'm not ok!They said I was like the rich one on the way to a grand wedding reception or something.Oh,SO NOT ok.
Raya-ing with you guys is sweetly memorable.
After my home was Syaf's then Ferrero.The LONG journey then began.We were at JP to take bus 30 to Clementi.Prior to that,we had our EZlinks topped up./brought along.So not E3.nevermind.haha.
Clementi>Farah's house.Weee!so cottage-like!haha.After that was Zaty's place.Bukit Panjang.OMG!!She lived near Farhan.
I MISS FARHAN!!Gosh,I know we've been like apart for so long.We've never been separated that long.*sighs*Imissyou aan!Please come to SC during the hols or something.I've got LOADS to tell you.=(
Back to Zaty's place.FUN laa ok!!Watched PANGAKO SA YO.hehs.It's a MUST to watch though I already know the full story.lolx!
By then it was already 6.30.Made our way to E3's at Bukit Batok.adoi.Everyone was stressing up already but. we reached e3's place SAFELY!At 7.25 I think.About there.=)Mummy fetched us,the Jurong west st 81 peeps haha.Nurul was enjoying while I played her FAV>starts are blind!haha.Syaf laughed alot.=))We crapped in the car.
Was so beat but I didn't sleep early.I slept at 12 plus.How smart=)
Dad's in India.He hasn't called.I'm VERY worried.Someone pleas calm me down.It's been more than 24 hours.It probably is because of the poor network there.
Minus you Im better off,seriously=)
Watch for the common factor between you both.I despise you both.
**ya***
**ya*
i'm loved!
~tiARa
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Selamat pengantin baru to Wak Nor=)) I'm happy for you!I wish you happiness and joy together with your new family! Labels: Confessions of a broken heart
I simply don't know what's wrong with the whole wide world.Everyone's putting the blame on me.It could be the easiest way out but that's going against the truth.I just had to breakdown.Again and again.Are my tears really worth?Yes you might say no but what are the odds.I don't think a weak soul like me could ever hold back those tears.
I love you,i can never get you out of my mind.I wish you felt the same.You say you love me too,how certain are you?Do you love me like I do you?Do you care for me like I care so much for you?Do you think of me as much as I would think of you?I'm clueless.Yes I will always hope for the best but truth is,it's life and nothing seems to be perfect nor satisfactory.I could wish all day and all night,but fairytales don't always have a happy ending do they?
If you're reading this right now,you said it yourself;as much as we can be very angry with each other, who do we turn to when we're at our wost?Whose shoulder do we cry on when we're down?Who do we hide behind when we're afraid?If it isn't me and you.We went through so much together.Just because of that someone,I cannot understand and you cannot be a little more sensitive.I cannot give in,you cannot seem to see the pain she's caused me.Why can't we give our egos in.Is it really worth.For more than a year we went through so much and just for a minute,because of her inhumane and selfless act,we were and are willing to give in so much love.We were and are willing to allow hatred to over rule every drop of tear we shed just so we could be with each other.Every music we faced,because we got into trouble just so we could be within each others' sight.Every smile we sacrificed just to see the other victorious.Every advantage we had to act as an disadvantage just so the other could feel the sense of belonging.Have you forgotten all of that?Have you?All for somebody whose capable of slightly more than me.
Nobody's perfect.You told me to live upon that.I would want to,if only you kept to your words.
And you.How selfish can you get.You want me to sacrifice my happiness so that you'd get yours.Would you be able to gurantee me a long-lasting one.I doubt so.Because I simply know you are not capable of it.Look at your surrounding.Will it get you very far?I don't think so?3 months or so, you gauge just so you'd please yourself.Those 3 months may please you enough but 3 months are nothing but pain for me.Love isn't about months,years,length,.Love is eternity.Yes I've been contradicting myself o much.But at least I accept fate and reality don't I?I despise you.I abhore you.
I'm thankful and I feel blessed to have others around me.Others who actually care
Thanks for the wonderful day bestfriends.Can't wait for tomorrow dearies!loves!
I shed tears again,
~tiARa
Friday, October 26, 2007
YEY-ness!!Finally,school's over.wee! Labels: Finally..
Received my report book.Not much of a surprise though because I got to know my class and level position yesterday. However the comments by my teachers flatered me allooott!!hehex.Thank you to all the teachers who have taught me this year so much so that I could achieve such results.It really is an achievement to be proud of!I'm happy.And and thank you soo much my loved ones *(especially E3 and Nurl)for the prayers and motivation.Without you guys,I wouldn't have made a big improvement!
I'm uncertain of my own feelings.It takes time to forget.Can this broken heart be mended?I don't know.Ask yourself that.I wished you meant what you said once,can I WISH again?Through all the tears and sorrows,all that I have to say is that till the end of time......
Pero me acuerdo de ti
It's spanish, so for those who are interested,find ways to translate the phrase=)
Loves.
~tiARa
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Was browsing through the net when i chanced upon this very heart-warming and poignant poem.
This one's dedicated to Nurul and E3.Thank you so much for your endless love,care,concern,support and all.I love you guys!
It was dark,until you came.
My world has never shined so bright.
You have given me eternal light.
I am yours as you are mine.
Be with me till the end of time.
When you are frightened, I am sad.
When you are happy,I am glad.
Be with me until time ends.
But until then,
I am yourBest friend.
by Charlie Knapton
After reading Nurul's post, I feel for her.I know we're all stressed up girl.And yes I know how pissed you are with your post.Honestly,I too think it was a dileberate decision honey.Nurl,you're a capable leader.You ARE.It's just the matter of whether you are willing to take up the challenge to change or not.I hope you'd change for the better but then again,whatever your decision maybe, you have my back ya!We have obligations now,now that we're commited to this alright.Think it through sis.
E3,project management team aye??Plan fun fun things ok!So long as we're commited to this,we shall do our very best.For we chose this,we live with it.And great "Future planning"!The name "Future planning" tak kena betul dengan rancangan kita.LOL!But since it's a whole confidential,top-secret thing,i shall keep it a hush hush then.haha.macam macam lah korang.gila!haha!I still love you guys anyway=))
Congrats everyone whose results were satisfactory and impressive.I'm proud of everyone in 1-3
We worked a long way and this is the fruit of our labour yeaa?Happy for you peeps!Congrats Viola for getting 1st in class!!And and Shan for getting 2nd!!
There wasn't any 4th position in class because..there were 2 3rd positions.haha!Bairavee and me.Ecstatic to the core!We tied for level position too,that puts us on the 16th position!Yey!!top 20 so i hope we'll get into STAR!I've been shortlisted though I still have to go through another interview.I want to get into STAR!My wishful thought*Winks*
Daddy's flying to India next week for work again.Gosh,he just came back from Taiwan for goodness sake.That's work for him i guess.I pray he'd have a safe trip to and fro=)
I know it was tough for you yesterday night but i hope it didn't affect you today.You're sitting for your important paper today.And it really was a wrong timing for it to have happened yesterday.I don't hate you for what you did,I know you needed to.You didn't have a choice.I'm glad you went home anyway.It'll be fine soon.I know you're strong,stay that way=)And I'm always here for you.You have my back.Loves!
Ooouuh,I've yet to change my watch strap.Adidas.*sighs*Adidas watch straps=Not many variety.I guess it'll still be a blue,a different shade of blue probably.LOL!For 5 years,only had it maroon-red once and the other 3 times,I had it blue.Typical of me!
I wish you'd realise that I'm hurting too.You're being selfish here.You don't care about my feelings.You just want happiness for your ownself.How about me?I hope you made the right decision by not talking to me.Maybe it's better that way.Some other people might need you more or something,since you don't seem to treasure me?
I'm beat!Have a nicee day people=))
~tiARa
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today was COLD Tuesday.literally,yup!spent 3hours in the comp lab!wee!haha..
1st period>Mother Tongue
Cikgu didn't come so we had to go to Cikgu Sapii's class.Fun!We watched Sembilu 2005.haha!Cool right,exactly!Sat beside e3 and Nurl and so, as expected,we LAUGHED and LAUGHED alot as we matched certain characters with some people we don't seem to favour=)
2nd period>English-in comp lab
We did online reading.Fun!I read this miraculous story.Unxpected ending yet very heart-warming=)Nice(:
3rd period>CME- in comp lab
We did an online survey about our ambitions.After answering several questions,i was recommended these careers-Lawyer,Psychiatrist,Counsellor,Curator and and the most unexpected one(Mehn was like,omg!!no way!!)....BARTENDER!!lolx!
Haha,whatever it is, bartending is a no way though i admire busu for his skills!
4th period>Literature
Studied classical writers.Fun!=))-in comp lab
5th period>Math
Went through maths exam paper.Didn't pay attention because i helped bairavee sort out the class photos.NICEEE laa the class photos!LOVES!
After school,accompanied Nurl and her basketballers to stayback and stuffs.and soon,i headed back home.that's all for the day!
Thanks dearest for the wonderful conversation,be patient ok.we'll see each other soon=)
loves!
~tiARa
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
ouhh!! THANX a gazillion nuruul!you are once again loved!hehs.you are ALWAYS loved for goodness sake honeey!!
Do admire the splendid piece of art nurul has once again managed to accomplish.i myself am in awe!You rock my world candaay!
Okaay,there's this thing with me and exclamation marks.lol!.ahhha,you see.haha.
School resumes tomorrow.YEY=.=ya right.and so,the 3 of us will be away this friday n saturday brcause we have to attend a camp.Sec1councillor induction camp.The only person who is exited andoverjoyed about this whole camp is....Haiqal!lame lah eqal you.wdh?we're not looking forward you know.it's kinda reluctant.*sighs*I just hope it end quickly yeah?Wish us the very best of luck=)
We'll be getting our results tomorrow.Trust me im SOOO VERRRYY nervous.Praying soo hard.
HAHA nurl!!Baa Baa Black Sheep heh??
Bubbyes people.Stay HAPPY!!smile always=)
~tiARa!
HELLO peoples & orangutans.
She hot as a stove! Its NURL NURL NURL NURL NURL.
I changed the blogskin yaw, specially for Ti. Sheesh, that lazy bum. Sit, wishlist still under construction! HAHA. Do drop constuctive comments at the tagboard yeah.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
Heyyss!today was the first day of raya.and so,LOADS of people came over cause my grandama's here.i met aLOT of my cute lil cuzzies.so adorable.we took loadsa pics but the thing was,i didn't take it with my hp.instead with busu's hp,with alang n bibik's cam,cik emma's cam n etc la.i don even remember whose cam i took pictures with.anyway,these are some of the pictures!
A day before raya,nothing better to do obviously=)
LOVEE my ponytail plus plus my rubber band.hehs.
he's MINE!my loveable Arumi Kaisan<3
Such a Swweeeetie!i LOVEE him
My FAV kuih for the year>chocolate marble-:i ate as i filled the container.i finished 1/3 of the kuih!
I fed Faiyaz milk!!i LOVE Faiyaz<3Don't you just love his BIG ROUND eyes=)) that's all for the day!i hope you guyz had a wonderful day!~tiARa
Friday, October 12, 2007
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
Greetings peeps.selamat hari raya to evryone!i hope it'll be an enjoyable one.sincere apologies to those whose hearts i've caused pain and sorrows.i really hope you'd find somewhere deep in your heart, a will to forgive me.May it be intentional or unintentional wrong doings,i seek for your forgiveness.may you each have blessed lives.
short post for today.
~tiARa
Thursday, October 11, 2007
END OF EOY-s=LIBERATION=))
So,exams are OVER!finally.i can re-joice. No more of such of the followings-:
-The very classic of burning the midnight oil
-Feeling piqued because of the lack of ink in marker pens when making notes due to the HIGH EXCESSIVE usage of precious ink!ex you know.bleah.
-Reading notes upside down(somehow i feel it helps,i internalize better)=)
-Having round panda eyes because i lack sleeeep;sleeping=my hobby=)
and etc of course.
Hari Raya is coming!yey!im sooo ELATED!i can't wait for my dad to come back from overseas.rocking!yeyy!!his flight is in the morning so wel'll be fetching him at probably around 2am.cool huh?his flights are usually in the mornings.we'll be so beat by then but we miss daddy alot so it won't matter.Miss my dad.For the second year,he won't be with us for the first day of raya=( He's coming back anyways!im glad he will!love ya daddy.
I bought new pumps!It's white and transparent.i LOVEE!=)) But i have to practise walking with heals.It's soo difficult!i walk around the house everyday to practise.LOLx.I'm not like e3,immuned to wearing heals.adoii,TOUGH laa!but i'll try to anyway.It's a good change i think.
WEEE!!Ms Yanti a.k.a bibik(e3's aunt) gave birth already.last week but i didn't have time to update so yeah.The beauty's called Auni Batrisya.She's very sweet,that's what everyone says but i haven't got the chance to meet the baby.i WANT to.so badly.
I miss alot of my friends.6-2 peeps. And i can't wait for our raya outing.yeys! may the lunatics merge once again=)) The loves of my life>Nurul,Zach and AJ.i love you guys.no other can take th plcae of you guyz in my heart!bestfrens forever!
~tiARa
Friday, October 05, 2007
salutations peeps=))
Had history n maths paper 1 today-yeyness with regards to that. and fun is a proper answer riyandi,adoii. maths paper was FUN,seriously.hahas!
I really studied for history ok. I couldn't believe the sooo many exerpts of facts i remember. Tonnes i reckon. i really remembered alot=)It's an achievement and im prouf of me! and of course all that i studied were tested.hehs!i just hope i'll mantain the same smile i have now till i get hold of my results.(:
Maths was manageable.i was confident.i never thought i could be this confident!=)i'm glad i am! if only i had enough time to do a little bit more checking and i would have been WAY more confident.nevertheless,im still happy!
After papers,went to JP wif nurl n syaf!it was a blast!they were finding..stuffs.=))they were to expensive so nurl n syaf didn't purchase those.we went to TOYSRUS n it was SPLENDID!we played with barneys n poohs n tiggers n thomas the train n spongebobs too.
thanx u guyz for spending the day wif me!LURVEEE u peeps
Rockk on okkieeees??
~tiARa
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
heyya!
school was ok2.fun2.lame2.anoyying2.GREAT!
FUN only came after school,went home with nurul n we went strolling at JP coz nurul had to go get some stuffs and i had to buy pumps and the shop was closed!irritating=X
anyways we saw quite a number of people!haha!!funny ones to be exact=)LOLX
don't feel like blogging much.
and and i LOVEEE nurul for spending the day with me.
love ya sis=))
~tiARa
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