Thursday, August 30, 2007
ello!! tmrw is teacher's day..all d best kak ewe n kak ames n bear n to all those who will b performing!!strum n drum n sing n head bang n stuffs2 lah..haha=)
lolx..take care of my shades bro!!i love 'em lyk my babies..hehex..n im sure u'll look gd in my grey shades de..rock on!
dearest nizam, i noe u're feeling d pressure due to ur very complicated probs but don worry coz we're all here for u! we're help u thru okaays. don worry about dem being difficult or stressing juz go wif d flow! think positive kaays=)
nurul ferrero!! u r OBLIGIED to follow me to pioneer=)) i love ya for doing dat..kays! plz n thnk u..weee!!u're d best..i treat u tmrw k..promise=)
all d best for D.O.T.A booth 1-3 booth!!i love u guyz to death..most importantly let's all thank
BRYAN
CHEESE
AZIZ
n d rest for running n tending d stall..loves!
watch dis..u'll love it> http://www.youtube.com/watch=lu7ab94xBNk&mode=related&search=
~tiARa
Monday, August 27, 2007
heyyys!!hehex..well, today was XTREMELY emotional in class..come one guyz..1-3 don rawk wif tears n rage..put aside our differences okaays..it's been 8 mnths alrdy ain't it?i love EVRYONE of u guyz to bits n pieces ritess..
kak ewe im soo proud of u n kak ames!!rawk on kaays..i can't w8 to watch u guyz dis friday!!rawk d house yeah..i'll b dere to cheer u guyz on..love ya!!stay strong sis=)) n all d best to bear too! rawk on yeahh..strum it bro!(its strum rite??..haha!)
~de fRosTQRowns> rocking hah d name=))compramises of us three lunatics lahh,who else..weee!! ferrero has a new sitting partner in mly class..HAHA!! njoy gurl!=) e3 has been coughing REALLY BAD these past few weeks..get well soon gurl!
hmm, i might haf lost some frens due to d distance in friendship between dat particular u n me, i kinda think..well, it really isn't about me being desperate for friends or anyth, come on..u noe how i am nt willing to downgrade myslf to dat kinda level but probably its coz i really treasured ur frens n nw dey're all drifting away frm me..mayb influenced by u..i dont noe but yeah..well, its ok! dey have got evry ryte to decide n choose who dey wan to b frens wif..heyy!! its nt ur loss n its nt mine..sooo not to worry!!besides..i got GREAT n WONDERFUL friends standing by me=) love u guyz though!!
dats all i guess..till we meet again=)
~tiARa
Monday, August 20, 2007
haha! i was about to type whn my headset plug thingy snapped out or smth!!haha!!ok2..nvm2..out of d topic de=)..haha!!its been lyk wad..DECADES since i update my bloggie=) exaggerations don kill yeah..FORGET d choronology order..
soo..these r some of d things dat happened..
celebrated nenek's bdae on 130807=))
clebrating it was a blast!! evryone came over n we had LOADS of food!!im talking LOADS!! it was oober fun lahh seyyyy=))..wif my cuzzies evrywhr..like loco de..
den i tink i frgt d rest of evrth all d way till d weekends=D
saturday..got up late or smth
went for mandarin>*INTERUPTION*>omg!!i'm listening to "Caramu" frm nikki n zahid..haha..its been a lon tyme since i've heard in n wdh!! d lyric is soooo APROPRIATE!! listen to it ppl..den u'll undrstand y..<>after mandarin normal la..madrasah n stuff.. yeah ok2..today im lyk soo tired aftr red x de..haiyoh..i still gt a long day tmrw.. i hope u get ur phone bck mehn..n thankies bryan for being a sweetie today!!=))~tiARa
Friday, August 10, 2007
*cries*.i don noe hw to react.my vocab bank is suddenly limited,nt wanting me to b able to xpress my feelings though its very vital an xpression.
im lyk a petrol tank,a very smart analogy. this is how i work in dat blessed lyf of urs.
i start of wif 100% love. when its full tank,u leave me alone, not considering my will or desires, my happiness or sorrows, my joy or tears.
soon, d "love metre" declines, agreeing to my lost of love for u. when its low lyk real low.i'll b suffering n savouring d last of those love drops n u come back. for a long while,at most.to do what? to fill d tank up again. once its done, u take ur leave n its gdbye again. u leave me alone to embrace d adversities of lyf nt bothering my will or desires, my happiness or sorrows, my joy or tears,once again.its a whole cycle. i cannot live lyk dat anymore.thank u so much,im sorry,gdbye.
NO DOUBT- Don't Speak
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Thursday, August 09, 2007
heyy there.happy national day!!haha..lol..
ok2..soo y'day was national day celebration in skool n i didn't march coz i gt doctors letter xcusing me frm physical activities.bleeaaah.fever n cough n flu=(so i bcame an aider instead. no casualties!!thnx kak ames for accompanying me=)
after d whole celebration me,nurl,anthea,syaf n hui ting went out to makan at jp.yeah!!we went to KFC.ok2..it was soo funny when we were queing up lah.HAHA!.lol.chill lah nurl ok.my uncle n cuzzie was bhind us.my cuzzie so cute inside d stroller.<3>
den i frgt to bring my key so i had to follow nurul home=) it was sooo fun!!spend quality tym wif nurul..haha..fun!!we talked n crapped n talked n crapped=)we talked bout soo much.n most importantly, nurul taught me how to use phtotshop properly=)weee!!hw kewwll..thnx dearest sis!!love ya..
haiz..i was juz thanking u for those lovely conversations.little did i xpect u to ask me to delete it.i thought u'd b happy n delighted.haiz.since u don wan ppl to noe then i have to respect ur decision la.haiz.im nt angry im juz hurt..
~tiARa
Monday, August 06, 2007
heyy..hmm,LOADS to share. i don noe whr to start? i won't gurantee a chronological order of events but juz read on though....
my relationships between friends r at great risks. i'm aware that i've been acting differently towards things nowdays. finally, my dear friends c my true colours.(its juz another cycle for e3 n nurul, dey're immuned soo, no worries) d pessimist side of me, d lifeless side of me, d irritant me, d crude n straightforward me. i'm nt blaming anyone but myslf. so, don't take it to heart if i say smth dat might provoke ur nerve/s bcause dere must definitely b reasons y i act dat way. briefly-: i think its of gd use for u, it juz was a mere passing remark or its a sign dat i wana stay out of trouble so don open an avenue for me. d bottomline is i don always mean wad i say at a time lyk dis. whn i don haf nice things to say den i won't say anyth. so i won't probably say anyth nasty. its subjective.
yes im weak, yes i cnnt face challenges, yes i cnnt take scoldings, yes im so afraid of little sarcasm. i don wan to face dem n don wish to go thru dem. i cnnt downgrade myslf to dat level whr i feel pushed arnd n i feel as though im a laughing stock, UR laughing stock. u can't demand respect, u earn respect. being defensive is gd at times but u juz cnnt deny d truth.
n y r u so afraid to let it all out? its nt a sin u noe. u'd suffer later if u don say dem nw? haiz..its ur choice. i gt nth else to say but all d best.
i don noe wad u take me for n if u're making use of me like u used to. d thing is..i don wan to noe. spare me d pain. i'll play along n act as though i noe nth. for as long as i can take. till den, i'll keep holding on. i will.
tears i shed, unfortunately..rn't for u
~tiARa
Friday, August 03, 2007
soo many things happened today. it was an emotional day. im glad we were given d chance to speak out n i hope u guyz consider..if its weakness in ur eyes den so b it coz i don tink i cn stay any longer. its sad. i learnt a lot n i treasure all dat i haf gained but i don tink i can take it any longer..im nt confident of being commited n all..sooo..yeah..im going to make d best of wad i can while i still am able to..but nt for long i guess..
~tiARa
Thursday, August 02, 2007
heyyy!!well, i don feel like blogging sooo,let's juz c pictures okkaaaays..??
i look kinda kiddie-like..lol!!
haha..yeaah
weeeee!!!fewwewo n ti~
~mY joY!=)
TIARA
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