Thursday, June 07, 2007
heya!!its been ages since i updated.im aware of dat.haha!!obvious lah.its retribution for talking TOO MUCH!!hehex.i can't help it,wad do u xpect..?all thnx to dear ferrero who is by my side right nw, taking pics.haha!we've been laughing non stp at pics of morons n idiots..lolx.niwayss..ponder bout my life..keep pondering!!HAHA!!nah2..juz kidding..ups n downs,as usual except dat it was more of d downs den d ups..
haiz..u used me.should haf seen it coming.to think i trusted u.to think dat i looked up to u..how can u possibly have taken advantage of my sincere doings.bro..yah bro..im so dissapointed.we both noe for a fact wad we've heard frm others were nvr true..its onli logical for u to come clarify matters..ain't it dat way??its my first year n of all ppl,it had to b u to burn it all..it HAD to b u.do spare a thought of me..im going thru all dis in denial.u noe all of it were nvr true n yet justice was nvr set right..i guess its true,it doesn't matter if u're right or wrong so long as u're good looking,u're alwaes right.u taught me dat it nvr matter hw one would look,wad matters is d heart n d sincrerity dat u r willing to portray..how am i to carry dat in my everyday life when u hold that against me..i don understand u ppl...don go back on ur words..n if its better dat way den its not ur lost nor is it mine..if we were nvr meant to b frenz den so b it..niwayss..me,desperate for u???u fairly noe dat i have nvr gotten over someone else..tarnishing my pride to uphold urs...im disgusted..
so much for looking up to ppl i once trusted..its hard..haiz..nxt up..u,my special one..
n by right,i was suppose to go thru all dis pain wif u..but...by left,haha...u ain't here wif me..nah..dats nt xactly true..u're still here wif me..yup u r..its juz differently..i feel soo much better after telling u all dat i needed to..though u didn't respond d way u shld,i noe u felt it somewhr in ur heart..its ok..its only right dat i respect ur thoughts..i've yet to xplore..i'll nvr forget u..dats for sure..haha..i hope u won't forget me too..i hope..haf fun in life...when u nd me..stare out at d sky at night..n u'll c me..round,bright,smiling back at ya!!...dat applies to evryone else well..=D..till d nxt time we meet,virtually..haha..twoodles!!i miss luqman nor hakim=(..send me more testimonials dearest..
~tiARa
TIARA
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