Friday, April 20, 2007
ouh heys..todae was soo down,i was in a reali bad mood d whole dae in skool..sorrie to those who had to bare wif my swearings n shoutings n scoldings..sincere apologies to-nurl,mehn n d rest of u peeps..to mehn especially,sorie ahk thru d 3 hours in class u've been my punching bag..u n nizam..haiz..sorie..to nurl too..
i humiliated n disgraced myself during d first period of school.it was utter crap.those tears i shed in front of many for that excruciating 15 mins were embarrassing. d situation was as such where i couldn't control myself any longer.being challenged greatly.it isn't fair, but again, who am i to say anything?just a student u might look down on?favourism..i hate dat word...n i hate dat act. i don't wan d limelight..i hate fame. d four letter word dat self-distructs, i juz want justice..ur instructions r murky nt clear..learn to keep to ur words in future..its not our fault as students..juz coz ur a pro doesn't mean u can go around giving faces when we "disgrace n bring shame" to music??is it dat important??
failed music, n i don't seem to care coz bottomline..its not my fault dat i failed..i don care..sorrie frens especially nizam..i don mean to disappoint u as a fren...u've been looking up to me n u shldn't..i don bother animore..having those kind of teachers,it reali challenges me..n if i were to carry on being stubborn like dis...god noes when i'll change??in d mean time..i'll do well, yes i will..for my parents..n self satisfaction..but im gonna do it on my own..im done believing in ppl i think i could..once,not animore..
yah u??juz live ur life larh..i don seem to care too..being concerned distubs u..fine..i won't b den..wadeverlarh..i nt interested bout ur life niways..don't come back..i don't wan u back..u wil juz bleed my heart again n again..god bless
thnx haz n fewwewo fer keeping me company to destress juz nw..yes!as xpected..wads d onli way to destress??? EAT!!!haha..wen to McD wif those to makcik-s haha..2 cheese burgers n 1 large fries...1 for haz 1 for fewwewo n ti! den bought McFlurry!!den we share lors...take pix n all..after dat went home...met hamzilah along d way..gt bf redi ahk!!haha..saw qing xi toooo!!miss him loads lerr!!love u ppl=D
~tiARa~
Thursday, April 19, 2007
elows!!haha..quite bored seyys,though i noe i should b studying for d mid year..will do that in a while=D
n sooo dis was wad happened...skool life is boringly-fun??i mean..i onli njoy d time i haf when im surrounded by my crappy accomplices!haha..e3 n ferrero n of coz d rest of d gurls..hahakz..sooo fun!!dats d fun part..n of coz,my fav part of skool,RECESS!!yeah..if dere was an xam for recess,i'd obviously get an A1 for it or smth??haha..i don haf to go for HMT liaos!!wohooo,im sooo dead happie!!=D..nd to come back on 16 may to c d paper or smth..
i don fren mehn ahk...he like dunnoe wad seyys...soo sensitive~...n he's found a new bestfren n he doesn't care bout me no mre...wadeverlarh!!i oso don care seyys...bluek u!!booohoooos!!!!
ouh n to yaz..take care seyys...fancy u getting a broken arm when ur Os r like soo near..get well soon!!i pray dat u'd b better by then okaes..??
*clap2peace!!*haha!!..haven't done dat for a long while...
i totally agree wif darry dear, i can't w8 for d mid yr xams..y??coz its onli gonna last for one week!!n d week after will b d hols!!time sure flies..n im sooo dead happie n thrilled bout d hols coz....im gonna spend it well wif ppl i love! such as;
~fam(durh-uh)
~e3 n ferrero(double durh-urh)
~him!!(i can't w8 to c eu!!update u kay when im coming n all=D)
~my sc kids..(yeah)
~probably d kakak-s(kak mira n kak shak n kak ct n etc.if applicable??)
~fwenzies i guess??
D MOST IMPORTANT ONE!!
MY 6-2(no-control) FAM!!wohoooo!!we're going for reunion..yeah!! we're gonna partttaaaaay~~whr dey at???uh-uh...we're gonna parttaaayy @ east coast...woohooo!!make it at vivo guyz,better still SENTOSA!!woohoooo..love u guyz..can't w8 to watch spiderman 3 wif u peeps..fewwewo if dowan watch den slip larh..haha!!slip in d cinema cool wads??yeah2im sooo elated..but first,
i've gotta go thru stoopid mid-yr first..its like soo tough lah!!I nt kidding seyy!!im soo scared..urghh!!praying real hard=)...
okies den...bubbye senorita-s n senoir-s..banana chocolittas lollipopping toodle
~tiARa
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
heya!! hmm,let's review d day...had a bad tummy ache...first to reach!!haha!!den i so gong one..dunnoe how to collect class key so i juz sit outside d class like some blur kid..waited for bryan to come..he was my saviour!!haha...ouh yarh..he thot me hw to go collect d key n stuff..lolx!! afterwards we had math.mr sim said d class failed terribly for our mini quiz..less than 10 passes..obviously i failed!!i left 3 questions blank..all of us were soo blur..soo difficult la..algebric xpression dunnoe wad dunnoe wad crap!!haiz..done wif dat..nxt was geog!!ahh!!it was presentation thingy..wadever la..haz didn't bring d soft copy so we xplain to teacher den she say present tml..ok lors..haha..den recess!!i was forcing myself to eat larhs..coz gastric pains..pain lehhs!!ahh!!den we gt MT...as usual..crap2 laf2..nurl ahk!!go n snatch my lit journal den were like small kiddies fighting over a book??den d seniors walk past n saw..dey were like lafing..pai seh u noe..aiyohs..but heck care la..hahakz..after dat english..halfway i was called to c d dentist..soo scary seyys but nth larh..d dentist said i had perfect sets of teeth!!yeahs!!happie seyys...when i came back it was lit..urgh!!!
it started off fine till ms phua talked about tiara-s(as in d crowns)...we were suppose to provide similies..den like nizam ahk..he started d crap..he went like...
"yarh2 ms phua! tiara is 'mehn-made'(man-made)'..was sooo pissed seyys..den zavier was like.."yarh2 if ms universe get tiara imagine mehn(man) competition..get TIARA!!)..wad d heck seyys...ppl2..mehn n me r juz buddies..no doubt he's d most good looking among d whole sec 1 but we gt nth on seyyss..in fact he has his sweetheart..who is dead pretty larhs..=)..sooo..stp d rumours okiesss..plz n thnkiew!!
~tiARa~
Monday, April 16, 2007
finally!!paper 1 is over..yeahs!=D..gaga!!wohooo..im overjoyed..nth much to write about except dis...
the purpose of having my tag board is for people to post comments on anything that is happening around the world,simultaneously,your feelings or thoughts about me or yourself.it basically is a way to communicate with me.it simply is a form of communication.having said that,i do not mind people critisizing me.it perks me up and does me good.i will iniate a "reflection time" upon myself yarh?thanks "haiz" for tagging.i want you to know that i really do appriciate ur tag a lot.sincerely,not sarcastically. and i do not have anything against whichever tiara you are refering to.though what makes you think im refering to whichever tiara, as earlier in my post i did not specify any?i would appriciate it if you could do your homework n probably cut down on assuming.it isn't healthy a habit to be inculcated at. i know,as an unperfect and sinful soul, where i stand in this world. god has made me this way.take me as i am,if not learn and study me=D
~tiARa~
Saturday, April 14, 2007
helows!!juz came back frm dinner wif e3's fam..luqman's fam n Ahmad T's fam..haha..shoo fun!!we ATE like loads ahk..im bloated seyys..imagine my chubby cheeks have multiplied??gaga..e3 was like non-stp..lolx..my hp batt low, so couldn't get pix..though e3 n i took pics at hospital...in d toilet to b specific..hahakz..wad a splendid dinner we had..praying for mre of those=D!!..yeahs!!wohooo..ok2..im dead tired,tml morning..dere's swimming to attend..ouh man..im sooo TIREd..i nd a break..hu am i kidding..mondae's our HMT paper 1..urgh!!i hate xams like darn bad!!booohooos to xams!!!
~tiARa~
Friday, April 13, 2007
yeys!!im overjoyed...FINALLY..NAPFA's over..woohooo..as xpected,i failed my standing broad jump by 3cm..haha..wasted yarh i noe..lolx..n i could have gotten a grade mre by 1 sec for shuttle run..passed d rest..wohooos!!
thnx 1-3 gurls for being dere fer me..same goes to nurl n e3!!!n kak fai..n those hu reali motivated me loads..kak ewe n kak ames too..love u guyz loadz!!tankies..haha..without u guyz i'd probably haf failed i guess..thnx..
thnx ko-ko...i dunnoe ur name lehs..haha..its dat ko-ko hu calls me ms lappen..haha..he was in chrge of inclined pull up n went like ms lappen sure fail one..though he was being an irritating freak when trying to "discourage" me, when i was out to do my pull-ups..he suddenly when "jia yo tiara!!"..haha..hw shwit...sorie lehs ko-ko..i dunnoe ur name..haha!!..thnx niwayyss..n don kol me ms lappen=p
ouh cool..riyandi's my new fwen..my cool senior..sorie lehs..its nt dat im rude or anything..its juz dat im nt used to calling boys abng..haha..but i STILL respect u..haha..u're a cool bro..i hope u n kakak bball stay strong n haf a long-lasting rlationship kaysh..u both make one cute couple..haha..haf fun njoying life!!
thnx nurl for ur house-t..u saved me,once again dunnoe for d how many-th time..love u loadz..sorie i betrayed qin house...i still love my house niwayss..love ya nurl..i wash ur baju k n put lot2 of perfume ahk..haha..w8 i blanjer u strawberry ice blended larh kays!!muaccckkss!!
thnx kak ewe,kak ames,kak fai,e3,izati n kak izzah for cooking wif me..haha..cool seyys kak fai new recipe!!!lolx..u guyz rawk!!n ma'am shahirah,don sad2 kays..we're all affected..u might nt realise it but we all r..smile dear sis..!!
ok dats all i guess...im DEAD sleepy!!ahhh!!nytez...byez...
salutations,
d chatterbox~tiARa
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
heya!!haha...its been AGES since i last updated..gaga!!i've been weally2 BUZYY!!.yey!!i did satisfactory for 2.4km..haha..15 mins..oklarh..lolx..my muscles r like aching<0.o>haha!!..ouh man..loadz to tell so little time to convey..let's nt do it in chronological order,instead in d order of whichever my brain decides to..haha..locolicious seyys ti...ishk3
haha!!i LURVE malay period now=D..*laughs*..it's like DEAD fun ahk..nurul, e3 n me like talk non-stop den laf2 at cikgu ali..gaga!!cikgu u rawk!!u my idol!!haha..blieve me when i say malay class is darn FUN!!all we do is like talk bad bout stoopid freaks in d class...a classic xample..lembu!!d fatty..a.k.a piggy..sheesh...d whole class hates u dumbo!!get a life..u say u haf one..yarh..u're rite, u haf one! A GAY ONE!!...please larh..klau da melayu mmg melayu..wad a disgrace..u tink u feel ashamed to b one..u SHOULD get dis in ur big but empty head...u're a disgrace to us, d whole class..stop being snobish n noe whr u stand..dere r alwaes ppl out dere who r like WAY better than u...wake up la dumb2..it's for ur own good=D
n u stoopid gurls..we go to skool,nt to c ur stoopid n disfigured faces ok..wad haf u gt against us..juz bcoz u've gt a BIG n huge..FAT!!body..u kol urself a gangster..well,here's a piece of advice for u..don b too proud of dat figure of urs..u shld strt to worry as in fact...u r prone to A LOT of ILLNESS...a lot gurl..u better watch ur diet. stay away frm our gurls ahk..if u wana hung..hung all ahk..hung one for wad..scared ahk??don lay a finger on anione of 'em..u wana kol ur sissy bro-s..kol ahk..dey would probably like us more den dey like eu..=)..n eu...d other one..i hate it dat u share my name ahk...buat malu jek..stare2 at us for wad...we noe ahk we vewy pwetty unlike ur fwens..amature kids..GROW UP!!p.s. nxt time when u walk along d isle,walk sideways..u alwaes take up d space=)..pls consider..peace!!
as u can c...we rn't pleased wif ppl in d skool..dis ppl juz can't seem to get it in their head dat dey're nth but a bunch of dumb ppl...u gt brain..use it wisely..
went to west mall wif e3 todae to buy LOADSA stuff..gaga..!!n i saw kak shak n kak lyla!!!ahhh!! i mish u guyz like loads...sooo happie to haf met u guyz..lurve u guyz to bits n pieces=D!!!..syng akak sumer..i wana c kak mira!!mish u kak like lot2 n mani2...i wana c kak ct too...haha..daud too!!!=)...can't blieve i saw kak hanisah in person!!gaga..wad a small world..yeah...dats all peeps..bye2..cya arnd
~tiARa~
Friday, April 06, 2007
heya!!ok,im so veri bz n stressed up.first on d list;
homework:
im soo doomed!tonnes of dem.i don feel like doing..urgh!!gimme a break,i nd one..plz3!!ayayai...im talking like seriously LOADZ...irritating lerr..im cracking my heads.wad's worst,at least one for ALL subjects!!urgh..=.=from art to geog to lit to eng to math to chem...sheesh..my brain is going to xplode in no time..im going loco here!!
so much for homework..next up;
NAPFA:
it's next week.n im having my 2.4km run on monday..argh!!hw am i to mantain a constant speed of 15 mins..its so glvanisingly tiring..dat,im going to sleep thru..i haven't even talked about d 5 stations..3 of which r such disgust to even think about..ahhh!!ya2 i 've nvr failed my NAPFA...wadever la..it's sec skool..meaning its much stoopider n way tougher n considering im enroled in such skool..gosh!!it's an offence to fail(including NAPFA)to think dat NAPFA was an exeption..ishk..if we were to fail,straight to the referal form..urghhh!!!soo strict seyys..
NAPFA...bluek ah!!booohooos to those hu invented NAPFA!!!okies..following;
mid-yr:
comin soon!! i flung my geog..haha..i gt A1 for first common test den i failed for d second..lucky it's onli 15%..i still gt my project to do..so long as if i obtain a 50,i'll get an A1..im praying THAT hard..wohoos!!
enuf bout d academic stream..let's talk bout other stuff...
y'day, sports day at millenia inst. PEPS sprts day:
yeys for danish!!wohoo..champ ahk my bro..first seys..wohoo!!was screaming our lungs out..gaga!!mdm was practically jumping here n there..lolli..after danish's event,walk2 wif e3 n arha..saw syah!!n syazwan..hafni,siti,ham!!cool..nice to meet u peeps..soo funnie..n soo,as dey were talking,i umm..i umm..i played monkey bar!!..couldn't quite get wad dey were talking about..as usual,d sotong virus like came back or smth..haha..i completed two of dem..one high one..ishk..e3 still can make fun of me seyy..call me shorty..nt funnie larh=Pden..when it was d ex-pupil race.."he" ran..wadever la..won first...like i care..gif dat pathetic face..ishk..juz haf a happie life=)i pray dat u'd b happie..wif hu ever la ehk..e3 rox!!wohooo!
haiz..i hate it when evry messages i convey always get twisted in such a way whr ppl juz strt to get bad impressions of me..urgh..wadever la ehk ppl..do wad u wan..i've like suffered enuf..n u NOE dat fairly well,haiz..mayb my reasons r wrong..or wadever la,but den again..y do u always haf to go "think of Me plz"..i've been thinking of ur feelings n thots..but haf u done dat towards me..i don think so..it's such a pity..i gt nth else to say but..believe in wad u wan to..blame me if u want to.do wad is rite..do wad u feel like doing coz bottomline ..I DON CARE..i seriously don..u once said i was evrything u wanted..i haven't chnged a bit..dat's y im still wondering..its logically correct if u haf, aint it dat way??..but dis are feelings n u can't force dem can u??i've accepted dat,well n hurtfully.d least u can d is to appriciate it..im nt like u..u get so many at one time..dats y when u say i mean a lot to u, it means a lot to me..watch wad u say in future nxt time..i can take it in different perceptions..honesty n thruthfullness is obviously absent..im done believing in u..
~tiARa~
Sunday, April 01, 2007
heya!!finally, my dad is home!!yeys..but he has to fly back to India again in mid April..but a shorter trip i presume.so,woke up early this morning and made our way to the airport briskly cause we were kinda late.haha.not really.we reached there in the nick of time.just nice.we were all very excited,awaiting the arrival of daddy!as soon as he came out of the arrival hall,we helped carry his luggage.he introduced mummy to his colleagues.then talk2.Elia and me went to McDonald's and found a place to sit.we had our breakfast there.after everything,we went home.
i slept as soon as i reached home.i slept for an incredible 2 hours.how unusual . *chuckles*oh,congrats to daud,who now has himself a new aunt=).stay happy bro!
I'm struggling on unfinished projects that are seriously overdue.it's clearly 80% my effort.team mates are totally irresponsible.they are considered that lucky to have me in their group.i am not self-praising,instead i am stating obvious facts.I've done them all,all your duties and you self-centred people are going to get darn good grades and you don't thank me for that.i am done moaning and groaning already.powerless and seriously not interested.i don't wish to rub it in so i don't mind if you guys take advantage of me work-wise.frankly,whatever.my intention of going to school is really clear-cut.gain knowledge-apply them well-internalize all that is possible-get excelling grades-make people applicable proud-go through my ups n downs with fellow best mates.i am done believing in any of you now.i cannot bring myself to comment on anything.i am as good as being dumb.i am now that blunt and toned-down.take me as i am.after all,it is of your actions that has lead me to be this way.I'm being very professional so as to not pass unnecessary comments nor to pose irrelevant questions.
let your leave be unanswered.you don't seem to be firm.i knew this would happen.i knew it fairly well.i am just so stubborn to let it go.very reluctant.to me, i am as good as negligible but i have to be thankful that you still are slightly toned-down.in a simple manner,you still DO have the heart to talk to me.with that,i know you still acknowledge me.what you regard me as,clueless i am.after knowing how beautiful she is,i now understand why.i don't believe it's any of our faults.time doesn't permit..HE doesn't either.for only HE knows what is best for us,not just us though,everyone.i take time to accept.acceptance is tough.considering my immature and fragile mind,heart, i am very oblivious to what your feelings,in the sense that i do nothing but assume.but then again,isn't that a natural reaction and a normal response from a child like me.ignorance is no more blissful.it's up to the individual to learn,gain knowledge,accept and change.changing is a definite hesitation.should i or should i not.again,HE knows best.i leave it to him to decide.we plan,he permits and we execute.may HE give me the utmost courage to face life in the correct path.solitary leads to being weak.that's why i have my true ones with me.may ALLAH answer my prayers,may ALLAH guide me in life.amin.
~tiara~
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