Sunday, December 31, 2006
ok...i haven't really thoroughly thot thru my new year's resolutions but i'd juz list a few randomnly...umm well...i WILL try to....1)top my class for d first yr in sec sch coz i got d potential to...hehex2)constantly remind my self to study n to really STUDY!!3)overcome my fears on starting d fire on d stove...4) read!! good books dat is..5)spend less time on d comp,on d phone n in d kitchen..hehex6)lose more kilos..7)save money$$$hehex... dats it i guess.....for now dat is...okiez...i wanna go countdown wedi..bubbye!!nytez peeps...shwit dweamz...slip tyte...n i love u guyz...i mish u bam2...a lot!!!haiz...i dweam bout u everynite...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ppl!!!...n umm umm umm...happie new yr evewyone...ok2...soo i gt up really early todae...coz i was awaken by my dad....he wanted to go for solat hari raya...den i soooo vewy lazy to gt up...but den i no choice larh coz d aroma of d ayam masak kurma n sambal udang was taunting me....hahakz...den i hugged my baby pooh tight2...i gt up den go mandi den i straight away makan!!!.....hu can resist those sumptuous dishes seh...sooo d vewy d tempting....soon...bibik, alang n daniel came...den bibik brought her famous sambal goreng n rendang....ahhhh!!!im soo drooling rite nw...without hesitation...i went for a second round...hehex...d thot of me gaining kilos didn't cross my mind....sooo...hahakz....don care larh....bedal jek....hehex...daniel played his PSP while alang n bibik watched tv....hahakz....den dey rushed home to run errands or smth...soon...uncle n cik yah arrived.....faiz greeted me wif a kish n a hug....n dey all went to makan!!!hahakz....as u all can c deres a repetiton of d word "makan"...coz todae is nth but makan day...hehex...soo...xpect d coming post to b about me regreting eating a lot... n in a struggle to lose weight...hehex..peace....i mish u sooo much bam-bam...
love u....~tiARa~*/*~
Friday, December 29, 2006
elow!!...okies..umm...im being "Nominated" to do dis quiz...hmm...soo here it is;Name 13 ppl who u can think of now...1.nurl2.yaz3.aj4.marlyna5. kak ct6.kak shak7.kak mira8.eqal9.e310.elia11. daud12. william13.darryldont read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 ppl.Q1.how did you meet 10?in d hospital!!!hahakz...she's my adorable, intelligent n plum sisQ2.What would you do if you never met 1?DIE!!for sure....Q3.What would u do if 2&6 dated?hahakz...yaz n kak shak???..dey're as close as brothers n sisters..but dey do make a CUTE couple though...hehexQ4.Have you seen 4 cry before?never!! naina?? she's sooo vewy2 emo larh....in d goth element...Q5.Do you think 10 is cute?umm...kinda...but her sister is WAY WAY cuter!!!Q6.How did you get to know abt 8?he basically took care of me since kindergarten till now...i love dis bro of mine to death.Q7.Would you go on a date with 12?hmm...willy's dead cute n charming too....but he's taken..hehex...but of coz i'd go out wif him...if its his treat dat is...hahaQ8.What's 7 favourite color?oopz....snap!! i don't noe...sorwee...but she's weally2 cute!!.Q9.What would you do if 6 confessed tht he/she likes you?kak shak???she doesn't like me....she LUVS me!!!hahakz...Q10. Facts about 9.she's pretty....smart...has gt loadz of guyz chasing her....n she's my best fwen since young...Q11. Who's 4 going out with?naina's gt a sec 4 bf..hahakz vewy funnie...im nt spiling more...Q12. Who is 5 to you?my shwit kakak hu is sooo protective over me...i don noe y....Q13. Would you ever live with 13?hehex..darry??? my bro...he's really sweeet..but hey..beats me...Q14.Is 2 single?hmm....yaz???i don think soo...hehex..he better nt be...Q15. What do you think of 3?he's my bro hu has a gr8 passion for singing n i support him all d way!!im talkin all d way!!u go aj....Q16.What's the best thing about 5?she's gt FABULOUS fashion tips!!! n she's shwit...i love her laodz!!!Q17.What do you like about 11?he rox!!!daud is totally very brother-like...n he's dead funny!!!hahakz.. love u bro!!!Q18.Favourite memory with 2?dere's no favourite...coz every second spent wif him....i treasure d most...all r sweeet!!!n he is darn precious to mie!!!6 ppl to do the quiz?1. yaz2. kak ct3.kak mira4.aj5.darry6. williamokiez...dats all..hahakz...i seek for ur forgiveness if its offensive...i don mean to insult u...all d names up dere....r ppl i think of evewytime...haha..peace!!!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
my sis n mie!!!(d chubby cheeks r soo "turun-temurun"hahakz)we went out to makan!!!..will update more soon though...
daddy n mummy
my WACKY uncle,elia n mie!!!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
heya!!!hahakz...finally....my computer's all rite!!!hehex...my hands have been poorly shivering for days in d absence of my dear comp....im oh sooo vewy2 truly2 delighted to have my fingers running thru d keyboard....niwayys...dis few weeks have been sooo vewy fun larh!!!..haha...well..todae we(sc) went to west coast park to have a mini celebration of our own..den it rained half way...hahakz..we were all drenched wet in d rain...poor thing seh kak ct...she was wearing white..hahakz...den yaz didn't let me play in d rain...argh!!thnx kak ct n daud for buying me ice-lemon tea...syng korang sngt2!!!hehex..hahakz...niways...my sincere apologies to 6-2....sooo sorwee couldn't make it todae..no worries tml will b a hit for us all!!We'll b watching death note 2...yipies!!...todae i cried in sc...it was my last day n only few knew...ahh...hugs n kisses were how i bid my not-quite known farewell...i was keeping my cool...mantain all d way seh...till i hugged adam...he was sooo innocently cute...asked me if i was coming d nxt day...oh my!!! u cannot imagine how my heart juz broke...i told him i was bz n dat i would drop by someother time...he hugged n den kissed me...he said..."i not love my kakak...i love kakak tiawa....i love u n i pwomise i not naughty animore..."...ahh..i couldn't help but to let those tiny lilttle tears trickle down my weally2 chubby cheeks..hahakz...den went over to kak shak n gave her a really big hug...she kissed me on d cheek...den hugged kak ct..by d time...pipi da basah...hahakz....den go punch eqal..hahakz....said my goodbyes n looked him in d eye....haiz...otw out, we saw kak mira...she was like shocked when i told her it was my last day...kak shak said..."jngn noti3 ehk kat skola baru nnti"...hahakz...rest assured...i will...hahakz....hugged kak mira too....n i guess...it stops dere huh....well...im nt really confident dat i'd b seeing dem animore....once or twice i assume....haiz...gosh i miss dem all loadz....thnx my fav peeps for spending d day wif me....my sistas....kak shak...kak ct...kak mira too....my favies bros!!!....akmal....dzul...faiz...eqal...daud....n obviously...yaz..hahakz...thnx guyz...i noe im really2 irritating...but hey....u guyz love me la..hehex...
~tiAra~*~
Saturday, December 16, 2006
elow ppl!!!hahakz...had a weally gr8 time todae wif loveable n adorable ppl by my side...thnk u guyz for makin my day todae...credit goes to...kak shak,kak mira,kak ct,eqal,daud n yaz....u guyz rawk....don stp rawking yar!!!hehex...thnx mdm liza for d meal at McDonalds...mudah mudahan rezeki u bertambah...amin...hehex...ala daud...y d long face....haiz...smile2 alwayz kay bro....den kak ct n kak mira n kak shak didn't wanna gif me my happy meal unless i finish d fries...wad seh...but at last i gt it...hehex...den after mkn..eqal n i followed dem to go warm-up.....after one round...we play2 arnd...hahakz...den i took a pic wif yaz..hahakz...shooo cute...den pastu it was time for d'streetz to perform n soo we all screamed n shout...shooo cool ahk...hahakz...d dance was superb...soo pro..hahakz...oh yah...i finally met kak laila in person....how cool was dat!!!hahakz...n sooo..im looking forward to dis wed....we're all going to vivo to watch happy feet wif d sc kids...im going to vivo for d second time...n am going to watch happy feet for d second time..hahakz...dis time sure fun...coz gt d'streetz...hehex...klah...till nxt time...i hope nuwul having fun at KL....haiz...bubbye aj...tml he oso goin KL....haf a safe journey bro...i mish u a lot....haiz...nytez den peeps...i luv baby pooh....
~tiAra~in nd of a bottle of ice lemon tea n a pack of kissables....hahakz...smile alwayz...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
haiz...im soo sorry nurul....u noe im as slow as a tortise u might say....seriously..blame me if u want to but i dunnoe wad caused u to b like dis...i've been very bz lately dear...i dun mean to neglect u...its nt like dat..would u plz tell me wads wrong so dat i can clarify wif u....eyy...we're sistas remember...i dunnoe if u still regard me as one after dis...but wadeva happens u r still mine...haiz...im really2 lost...i mean every word i say...i miss u a lot!!! we used to hang out together everyday...n i hope we would to in d comin yrs...d strong bond dat we've built over d yrs....r precious to me....n i mean wad i say ok...u noe how i gt when one person doesn't like me....if i can freak out like dat...wad more u...my bestie....im sorry if i've nvr been dere for u....how u c it...but i wanna thank u for all dat u've done...n noe dat i nvr go thru a day in my life without trying to make it up to u...make it up to everything dat u've done for me...i've tried...yes im a lazybum..but truthfully everyday without fail...i make it a point to go read ur blog to c if u've updated it...im always thinking of u sis!!!it really saddens me when u snap at me juz like dat...how can u think like dat...i mean..."hu r u??? y r u talking to me???"...those words...i juz couldn't take dem..plz understand d situation im in now...im having performances....outings n loadz more...even if we don meet...u're always in my heart...i noe dat im nth compared to her...im aware dat u r better off without me....she's always been dere for u n all...but i nvr stp trying...she's a really nice person...its all up to u to make d decision...but i really hope u'd hear me out...u r one in a million sis....n i really2 treasure our friendship...."best friends r like stars...although u don c dem always...u noe dey r always dere for u"....i hope im one...u r without a doubt one nurul....
~i lurve my sis....tiAra~
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hey peeps...well..im blogging coz...im trying to keep myself occuppied...i've been going to my bedroom upteen times juz to check my hp...whether any msgs r received...haiz...im waiting for him to miraculously reply...he's bz n all..i understand...but i mish him like too2 much...hahakz...nvm..after his dance prac...his mine..hahakz...cam btul jek ti....niwayyss...he asked me todae.."was it juz me or did i spend d day wif u?" awww...shwit rite....hahakz...well..we like totally spent d whole day together.....u have no idea how thrilled i am...im
ecstatic n euphoric !!!oh my...but im reserving d sweetest n most memorable moment together for d movie outing...plz3 go okiez....n sooo...HE PINCHED MY CHEEKS!!!! n it wasn't once nor was it twice....uh-uh....it was 4 times....hahakz...n i was like sooo blur seh...he was really2 njoying it i can c...hahakz...well..i gt nth to lose....i gt my share...hehex...i pinched his too...a really hard one..hahakz...serve u right...squint=P...tml gt prac..yey!!!later he coming...coming early some more...hehex...n den he like he gt a pic of me when i was like 5 or 6...it was a stoooopid pic okay...i had fringe...n my hair was still in gd condition den...dats d only thing dat looked good in d pic...my hair!!! i was wearing a red dress for gdness sake...i NVR wear dresses!!!eek!! n he was like...awww shoo cute larh....shoo cute.....aiyoh!!!klah2..i wanna go back to my room to check my phone again..hehex...i'll update tml yar!!!don stop rawking ppl!!!smile alwayz.....peace n love....together forever....hugs n kishes frm me to u guyz!!!luv pooh bear a lot.....
~babYGurL tiARa~~*
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
hey dere ppl...im soo nt in a gd mood rite now....n i don blame u for it...im sorwee okay...knowing dat dis is supposedly our last week together i feel sooo guilty n im full of regrets already as i don treasure d times we have together....im definitely gonna miss d sight of u...n ur foreva sweet smile dat nvr fails to brighten up my day....n dat soo very warm look upon ur face telling me dat im d only one for u....ur laughter dat i dream about everynite....u mean a lot to me...u do...its juz emotions taking me over...im caught up in sorrows n im lost....u still hide things frm me....i wan us to b frank...i wan us to b honest wif each other...plz3 don make me feel dis way...its tough...its time u learn dat d sweet memories i wish would relive r equivalently fresh in my mind as those bitter heart-breaking moments.....if only he knew.....if only he knew.....my heart's fragile n precious baby...it is....n once it's shattered into a million pieces...dere's a definite no way u're gonna make it up to it....i pray n hope tomorow would b a better day for us both yar....i hope u'd do d same
~tears i shed...sadly to say...r for u....~*tiAra*~
Sunday, December 10, 2006
elow ppl!!!hahakz..went 2 loadz of places todae...went for 2 "jemputan-s"hahakz..n went to polish d car n went to buy madrasah books n went to top-up my prep8...went to my tuition centre..dang!!! math tuitions r on every saturdays 2-3.45.....i have mandarin class n swimming lessons...haiyoh!!!stresss seh like dis...its either pull me out of tuition or shift all my other activities...either ways oso suck....oh no!!!!how am i to cope..???nvm bout dat...tml gt prac at sc...yey!! gt to c all d kakak2-s n d other ppl...(refering to d guyz dat is)hehex....not being rude dun gt d wrong idea....hehex...niwayyss...will gt to c him den...xcited larh...hahakz..nt sure if he is...lolx...n den i hope i'd b able to mantain my smiles n laughters coz i really dunnoe wad to xpect tml...seriously speaking...im clueless....nt sure if it'll turn out gr8! or....juz an ordinary day...or probably one which i have to tear about....haiz...frgt bout dat...i'll blog tml den i guess....happie burpdae kak ct!!!......byee!!!
~tiARa~i luv baby pooh loadz...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
hellow dere!!!!hehex...im sooo2 vewy2 really2 happy coz...coz....i bought taufik's n hady's album!!!!ahhhh!!!i love u mummy....hahakz....fun rite....i've scanned thru allll d sngs n i love 'em all.....biaserlarh...my fiance wad...hehex..(refering to none other but my taufik dat is)...hahakz...like real like dat ti...niwayysss....happie b'day kak ct....tml's kak ct's b'dae...she's turning 15...cool huh...hmmm....went for swimming lesson todae....haiz...im taking goldstar soon..n im nervous.....dead nervous....wish me d best of luck okays....hahakz....todae suppose to top-up my prep8 den didn't coz couldn't find dat stooopid AXS thingy...den top-up tml...pa per larh...n den im sooo bored....im pissed coz i cannot insert my fav sngs into my mp3....aiyoh...leceh larh...nvm larh....i hope he smses me...but i don think he will....but i hope...but he won't....but i still hope....hahakz...if he does den im happielarh but if he doesn't den....haiz...wad to do....i've only vivo-cityed once...i wanna go dere again....loadz of pooh bears larh....vewy tempting...especially second floor...eee!!!shooo cuuute!!!.....hehex... haiz...we come frm 2 different worlds...i juz realised...haiz...soo much to do yet soo little time....
nytez peeps...better end my blabbering here b4 i go on n on n on n on...hahakz...klah2 nytez shwit dweamz...luv u guyz....n oh yah..happy b'day kak ct...i think i've already said dat...LOL....its oklarh....no harm wishin more den once....muuuaacks!!!!peace n luv together foreva....hugs n kishes frm me to u!!!
~/*tiARa*/~wad hurts d most is dat......loadz of words left unspoken....
Thursday, December 07, 2006
helow.....haiz...went to collect madrasah report book todae...i gt first in class n in level..alhamdullilah...didn't think i could make it this time round due to d over-relaxed mood after psle....things have definitely change now....now dat...haiz...im stepping into a new world soon...like dey say...dis new world dat i'd b stepping into soon is filled wif no other but influences n tests of disciplinary act...how am i to cope.....oh my...wif loadz of things running thru my mind..."ya allah berikanlah petunjukmu sesungguhnya hambamu ini lemah dalam apa jua yang engkau mendugakan"....im sooo weak to d core....its tough..it is..n it has only been 2 days...imagine 2 weeks...oh no!!! 2 mnths......aiyaya!!!nt to mention 2 yrs.....oh no....dis is sooo bad...haiz...fate larh..cannot do anythin....haiz....klah peeps....gtg wedi.......byez...
~tiaRA`*...smilez n laughters for u ppl!!!
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i feel like giving up now!!!!!i can't take it...i've been waiting for hours.....every time someone goes online dere was nvr once dat i didn't turn to look if it was dat person......haiz....dahlah tkder sms satu hari ni....dere wasn't any yesterdae either......i feel soooo.....haiz...i juz feel alone.....wad can i do.....its nt his choice.....i hope....haiz....mayb i should juz give up.....if he comes online im soo releive...but if he doesn't....i should juz let it burn....where r u now..now dat i nd u...tears on my pillow.......countless of d tears i shed....r for u...
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
im bored...n dats xactly y im blogging...hahakz...well im quite upset...i can't believe my best fren's change..i mean dat quick...i don wan her to..haiz...mayb i should juz cut her some slack...i noe im no one to comment or anything...but it really bothers me...she's been really different lately...i mean..she's got a new best fren now..n she is obviously more happy wif her new best bud...i must confess i wasn't aggreable initally but den it was her lyfe n i, as her sista should juz support her...so i tried....n i tried...n im doing fine...i think i am....haiz...i juz hope she doesn't forget me....my prep8's low n i can't sms nobody...haiz...im soo bored....if only he was online......haiz....6 more days n ur cheeks will b mine to pinch..muahahahaha....i lurve life!!!i think...
~tiARa~...
Monday, December 04, 2006
heyz...well...im having mixed feelings now....he doesn't get wad i feel....mayb he does....i dunnoe...but its nt his fault....i don blame him..no i don...haiz....mayb im too sensitive...haiz....wadever larh ti..aniwaiz....i can't w8 for nxt week coz we're finally gonna meet!!!yay!!!...but im nt sure if he is looking forward to it...he still has got feelings for her i can tell.....hahakz.....n im ok wif it...can u believe it...im ok wif it....well...i've learnt dat we're all humans n at times....u juz have to let loose u noe....juz get a grip of urself n have a lil' freedom...even if it hurts...learn to accept it well....but dere's juz smth dats pullin him back...he says he doesn't like her no more...but he behaves as though he does.....y is it sooo difficult for him to understand dat i noe n i can accept it....haiz...its probably fate...lek ahk ti....hahakz....im keepin my head up!!!whoo hooo!!!im smiling rite now...after i read his sms.....i cried...lolx...i can't believe i did....coz i saw d words" ok"....lolx....klah2....hope he doesn't read dis post...lolx...nytez den...swit dweamz...slip tyte....luv u guyz....hugs n kishes!!!muuaacks!!!
~tiARa~....~squint=P~
Sunday, December 03, 2006
ahhh!!!!i went to watch happy feet yesterdae!!!shoooo cute!!!seriously..it was d most C-U-T-E fluffy-white-black-animal thingy or commonly known as D penguin...hahakz...dey were juz sooo adorable...d storyline was sooo very educational...hahakz...shooo cute!!!i hate those stoopid whales dat tried to eat mumble n d amigos!!! bluek to d dumb whales n sealions n vultures...!!!=P mumbles fell in love wif gloria!!!hahakz..shoo cute...it was sooo cool....as soon as d egg cracked....d penguins could utter bombastic words...hahakz...soo unreal but hu cares....cute gilerr!!!hahakz...i went to chamelon!!!n i bought 2 butterfly clips...1 butterfly belt....n 2 head bands.....(can't w8 to show kak ct!!!) hahakz... dey were all soo eye-catching following d bling2 theme....n i bought a dress todae complementing d clips...well its my first dress after i dunnoe how many yrs...my frenz say d r begging to c d feminine side of me...well...kinda scary but i think dat's part of growing up lah....im dying to get taufik's n hady's album..mummy said dat we'll gt those when we go to popular...haiz...ok larh...gtg owedi...dun frgt to tag yar!!! luv u ppl..peace n luv...hugs n kishess!!!
~tiaRA~...i luv baby pooh!!!
Friday, December 01, 2006
elow!elow!....hahakz....well..nth much happened todae.....except tt i chatted wif quite a number of ppl todae..as usual yaz....hahakz...n nurl....n nanep n kak mira n daddy..n loadz more...haiz....i still feel d guilt somehow...although im constantly told tt im nt in d wrong..but i still feel if i hadn't exist in his life...it would have been easier..alah...crap larh....hahakz...k2..trying to mantain my smile...hehex...lolx...updating's no more fun when nth new happens in life these days...its soo boring....im always at home...either listenin to my mp3...or eating or on d comp....tts all...umm....i gained 4 kilo..which is sooo not relaxing..its stressing me up...im soo tensed!!!!ahhh!!! 4 kilos....can u imagine???omg!!! haiz...looks like no more chocolates for me.....haiz...i'll mish em'...hahakz...but wad to do...my 4 kilos r crucial man!!!.....hahakz...klah...hugs n kisses...peace n luv!!!.......
~tiARa~
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