Thursday, November 30, 2006
elow!!!...wad am i doin now....hmmm.well...im blogging..obvious...chatting n listening to songs!!!i'm listening to paula deanda's walk away which is sooo my hot pick now..hehex..n im chatting wif....yayas!!!hahakz..sanggup dier temankan orng...dah larut mlm nie..lolx..ahh!!!chatting wif kak shak..she advicing me on how to nt stp rawking...hahakz...lolz...no larh...she telling me nt to feel soo down coz ppl r commenting on my first choice of skool...hahakz..thnx kak for being dere for me....hahakz..to my loved ones in fact...thnx for bring dere for me!!!hehex...haiz...todae went to nurl's place....den play n play n play wif nurl n naina....hahakz...my two beshties!!!!thnx guyz for contributing to d madness..hehex..u guyz rock to d core!!!....eee!!! i geram ahk...ur cheeks tooo tempting...gotta pinch....hahakz..keep on wondering peeps wad im crap im talkin bout...hahakz..klah...k2...c u..."taking care coz i care!!!!"aha...
k...luv pooh~ti~
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
elow!!!...ahhh...todae was sooo fun..it was a jelo-belo day!!!...don't noe where tt came frm...juz now it was fun!!!hehex...went to "lepak" at e3's place..went dere early in d morn coz i had to follow mdm n e3 n insyi to d treetop walk at macRitchie...went dere once but decided to go again...hehex...coz gt food..hahakz...n coz mdm depended on me to b her saviour frm those monkeys...sooo..we talked as we walked....we talked bout loadz of stuff...im talkin LOADZ....hahakz....im nt in a GD mood coz deres soo many things bothering me...im tryin to keep my cool....trying jek....hahakz...todae go out wif dem shooo fun seh...hahakz..mkn jek all d way...den go e3 place watch dvd..den slip...den bathe..den solat..den eat...n eat...n eat...hahakz...den went home bout 7.30...hahakz..fun ryte...oh yea...tml goin to skool to submit d stoopid skool choice form thingy...klah2..tml i update kz...nytez peeps...c ya'll
Monday, November 27, 2006
hey hey hey!!!!hahakz...im sooo happy coz i had mcdonalds for breakfast!!!i went wif my granny n adik n busu...hehex...we met busu at d bus-stop...i took d opportunity to show busu my mp3..hehex...busu was like step jek...action ah kakak...lolx...sooo we walked to mcdonalds i, as usual, ordered fish fillet...n fries....wif iced milo....it was a sumptious brunch...hahakz...den we went home... i went online....n i saw yayas online..hahakz....shooo happy...lolx...oh yea...aj u still owe me d teddy bear sngs...hahakz...oh yea...aan shoo sweet....he goin holiday den sms me larh...den i told him to get me souvenier...den he say...okiez...anything u want....baik ah aan....farhan n ummi have been smsing me non-stop like crazy...kaki sms mah those !!!klah peeps...wanna go chat wif my fwenzies...bb...luv pooh loadz....
~bABy tI~
Sunday, November 26, 2006
ok...ask me how stressed up i am nw..on a second thot...don't....wanna noe y...coz i don't noe!! deres nt one word tt i can use to describe how im feeling
to think tt i was only going to b stressed up b4 d papers n when receiving d reults...no way!!!have u any idea how stressed up i am nw...???no..u don't...haiz..
choosing sec skools r more "head-banging" i cannot deny!!!...eeee!!!geram u noe...alamak....bubble lah!dey want me to go different schools...dun stress me larh...i feel as if im soo stoopid..like its my fault we can't decide on one freaking skool...its as though u r trying to imply if i had scored higher....it would have been ezier..i noe im nt tt smart n all.....haiz...aiyoh!!!dis is sooo stressing...i have to take practically everything...down to d finest detail into consideration...how do u ppl think i feel???well..i seriously don't noe wad i am suppose to do or nt to do!!!n omg..i mish all d kakak2 n abang(errr..skip d abang2 part..nt necessary)hehex..no offence..play2 oni..hahakz...i miss all of dem...omg! dey all cried seh..den when it was time to go home after d show..dey hugged me shooo tight..kak mira wasn't cryin at first..only after i hugged her den she like totally cried...hahakz...well...there WILL b another show afterall..soo...c ya'll...oh yea...n kak ct did my hair yesterdae...thnx larh kak....i loved d hair-do...kak shak was screamin at me coz i didn't wanna apply those colourful, in-placed, neat,powder like thingy's...a.k.a eye-shadow...n obviously i was shaking my head when i saw d gloss...n when it came to d eyeliner....i teared a lil'...soo pain larh!!!but i loved my eyes...hehex...oh yah...when we arrived...i was suddenly approached by yayas's aunties....i was like..oh-oh....hahakz..n dere dey were like....omg..u soo slim oredi...how was ur psle..wheres ur boyfren...!!!!wad d...hahakz n d whole family thinks yayas is my boyfwen...????wad d....hahakz...nvm bout tt..oh yea..den i went to d toilet wif kak ct kak mira n kak shak...i was hopin dey would let me wipe some make-up off..instead dey did touch-ups...insisting tt i'd look prettier tt way???i was like...wad d...den when i went out...it was crap...hahakz..oh yea nt fair larh..yayas bought gulp...n didn't give me some!!!!but he bought me mentos..hehex..oh yah..den i had to read those stoopid lines...den dey like off my mic at first..wad d????aiyo..den d drummers turn was up...daud was entertainin us backstage..lolx..oh yea soo it was d finale..finally...den yayas daud n me were playing arnd..hahakz...soo funnie seh!!! oh yea....daud had a gr8 voice...loved his singing...hehex..oh yea...except tt after he sang..it suddenly rained soo heavily...lightning n thunder...hmmm...wonder y???lolx..wadeva dey say daud....i still love ur voice bro!!!hahakz...oh yea...n yaz bought me tt baby pooh i have been eyeing on since july 7 2006...n he bought me a blue one....awwwww...shooo sweet rite yayas....bubble lah u!!!..k2 peeps..typed too much..c ya'll will continue yar!!smile alwayz...luv ababy pooh..n luv u!!!....byz..
~tiARa~
Thursday, November 23, 2006
elow ppl!!!im over d moon as d day dat we were all waiting for finally arrived...i woke up at approximately 6.45...was awoken by d ear-piercing-gentle scream frm mummy telling me to go do my morning prayers...after prayers i received n sms frm none other than...yaz...hahakz...soo sweet of him to check if i was awake..nvm bout tt...n den farhan, my beloved bro smsed me...telling me nt to worry n tt he would always b dere for me no matter wad results i obtained...how sweeet...den my mum bought me breakfast...i ate..nasi lemak...hahakz ....anxiousness didn't arrive juz yet....was still in d relaxed mood...received loadz of smses wishin me gd luck n all..thnk u guyz for being sooo thoughtful...appreiciate loadz....hahakz...den i went to skool wif mummy n nurul n nurul's mummy n fariz n kak nora....den dere dey were d result slips...ahhh!congrats to all 6-2 fwenzies...all did XTREMELY well.....congrats jas!!!hahakz..top psle pupil for pioneer...hehex n of coz to all my other fwenzies...zach...sit...ati... nazihah...aj...my sis ...nurl!..n im sooo happy for myself...hahakz...thnx for all d support n prayers guyz...without all dat...i wouldn't think i'd b dis relieve...haiz..im gonna mish u guyz loadz...i went back n it was time to update everyone..oh yea...im talkin...EVERYONE....lolx...oh yah...im listenin to justin timberlake's my love...awww shooo sweeet..nvm bout tt ..hahakz...ok...soo i gt like dat lame performance dis sat...ala...crap larh...dang!!! n yaz smsed me sayin tt he gt smth for me, n tt it was smth i would love...haiz...i've given up guessin oredi....he is soooo adorable...has been buyin me sweets n chocolates since like i dunnoe...foreva..hehex...thnk u bubble..hahakz...ok n sooo tml i'd b goin to jurong secondary's open house...yey! later can c aunty hariani n abg haiqal dere...i'd b goin wif e3....hehe..n i saw dzul n faiz todae...wad d heck faiz...he asked me.."ehk u n elyas together ahk?"...wads tt suppose to mean??? ngok ahk yaz...eeee!! geram seh.....klah..im soo happie rite now n all u gotta do is....TAG!!!hehex..peace ya'll
p.s. i hope yaz gets me a baby pooh plush toy...hehex..main2 jek yaz...(luv ya'll)
i wan another packet of hershey's kissables...yaz..kalau u baik...buy me another packet k......=P
~ti~
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
hey ya'll..i'm listenin to baby i would frm o-town....dis sng means a lot to me...hehex..im in a happy mood todae...u can say d happy goober's back!hahakz...well...tml's a special day for me....n im soo xcited...hahakz...im all smiles rite now...i can't believe he cried before me juz now....u have no idea how bad i felt.....im sooo2 sorwee k....i didn't mean to....u mean a lot to me...u really do...n it kills seein u hurt like tt...n tt im soo grateful tt i have u by my side...alwayz....i dunnoe if im all tt to u but u certainly R all tt to me..hehex...wadeva tt means...ok2...im talking crap....its difficult for u ppl when readin my blog...juz noe...i talk crap all d time...when im sad....angry or happy...it is defined differently but when i put it into words...it falls into place nicely it n it comes in a whole-crap....hahakz...haiz...well...im juz hearin too many things frm ppl i trust...im tryin my best to turn a deaf ear to all their words hopin' it'll all b unreal...juz promise me u'd b dere for me ok...n if u have to choose between me n her....im willing to step down..even if it hurts...but anythin so long as u're happy...i'll alwayz b dere for u....klah sooo long peeps...n dun stp tagging ya'll!!!luv baby pooh loadz....
~ti~
Monday, November 20, 2006
"we ride...when we ride we ride...its till day tt we die...."i relate sooo much to dis sng...rihanna's we ride...note*..these r MY thots....u dun have any right to judge it...it may b wrong it may b right...but these r MY thots...i juz gt back frm crying in d toilet...wad a relieve...cried like i nvr did b4...life is unfair...oh yea...tell me bout it...at times i feel wad have i done to u to make u hate me...is my face tt ugly till u can't stand it...i dun care....coz its my face...i feel soo ashamed...n im certainly nt sorry tt i can't please u...i wasn't born to make u happy...congrats to u, im down as ever...i've given up on everything....even d person i treasured most...im sure u're overjoyed now tt he/she doesn't regard me as wad he/she did b4...i didn't tarnish nor did i upset u soo mind ur own business...involving ppl i have nth against...n now wad...expect me to dislike d person...wads ur prob???.....juz leave me alone!!! n u give d lamest excuse...playing around..well...one advice for u....U BETTER PLAY RIGHT! play till ppl get hurt...wad...i barely even noe u....n to d person whom i treasure most...i seriously am in a lost...if u want it over....we'll do it ur way....we come frm different worlds....i've been keeping quite..no one xactly noes my sorrows...when u hurt me...those fake smiles n laughters were good cover ups den...but sad to say...nt now... i can't take it animore....i have to let it out...u might nt realise it...(i choose to believe it tt way..)but if u do...spare me another tear i would, as expected, have to shed will u? i've gone thru enuf...n gr8..my best fren has found herself another best fren...oh gr8...on a second thot...i dun blame u ppl...its part of my destiny...juz let me move on....i dun nd u ppl arnd...LET ME LIVE MY LIFE!!!!!! im nt smart nor do i have looks....no figure no heart no nth....let me b invonsible...its better tt way...by now...u might have already look at me as one hu is emo...well im fairly nt...wad would u feel if u were me....nah..u won't feel anything coz u're a bunch of heartless ppl!!!!....take it as though i've nvr existed in ur lyfe b4 n soon after...
may all of u juz have a blessed life each...
hey dere*solemnly*....lolx...hu am i kidding...hahakz...ok larh...i feel cheated in a way or two....but hu cares...or in d words of e3...hus care... hahakz.....well...mayb its fated...deres juz T00 many signs of him liking her...initially...i forced my self into believing tt dere were other reasons....but...now i dun think sooo...actually...i dun feel hurt like really hurt...nt mad....like really mad....mayb coz...i already xpected dis to happen...november 22 is nearing n i dun wanna spoil it...nah..i dun wanna...but, would u quit making me feel insecure...well...like i said...i've gt loadz of sources....mayb u dun like her...mayb u're dead serious bout me...i choose to believe in tt...but d hints r too...too convincing...i wanted to dedicate tt damn freakin sng to u...n den later i found out...u've already dedicated tt sng to her...my heart juz dropped...haiz....stp larh ti...u nvr succeed in anythin.....i gotta give up....im of no use....crap...sometimes i feel.... im juz another doormat...u might even say..wad makes u tt special...im having nightmares now!,..i juz wanna njoy later...we're gonna have a partaayyy!!!ahhh!!!rock on 6-2 ...luv u guyz...
~tiARa~luv cH0c0LaT3....
Friday, November 17, 2006
im sick.....im being hated.....im dreadful...im everything of d negative element....im back to d low-self esttem me...gr8.....now we're back at square one....i can't even make u happie....im dumb.....wad is with me....im sooo selfish n self-centered.....but i dun wanna b like tt.....i cannot think right....im back to d old me....d one whose smiles n laughters r all fake....tts my life i guess....no love no happiness no nth...i wanna give up....im gd for nth...crap larh....im having a really bad headache right now...im stressed up!!!! i am!!!!....im crying already...dang! i dun even noe wad resulted me to dis...crap larh u ti.....i hate me!!!!!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
ok...im nt happie now...i gt nth to do....i msg him n he didn't reply...urgh!!!now im like frustrated.....i dun wanna sms him animore larh....urgh!!!i mean d least u could do was to reply or smth....haiz...im like sooo sick rite now....im havin flu n fever n slight cough...dang larh! n den results in a weeks time...how am i goin to react when i gt my results....haiz...my mind's all over...i cannot think right wif loadz of thoughts lingering loose on my mind. d performance... results.... fwenzies..... us...haiz...im damn mad rite now!!! i totally cannot smile rite now....i feel sooo dumb...urgh!!! i hate it! i hate THIS!!! i cannot bear it no more..n i have to go stupid skool tml...wad d heck ahk...im going to b sooper tired...after which i nd to go for madrasah.....although xams r all done n over with....we still have to go.....for wad reason?? dun ask me...n i've gt no choice coz attendance would b considered.....i mean wadssup wif tt?????n i haven't gt my steps rite....haiz...wad am i to do....crap larh ti....urgh!!! i juz wanna scream!!!!...
dis is soooo stooopid!no one noes how i feel.....i dun wanna do anything already ahk....!!! i fail in every thing....im giving up.....i cannot take it no more!!!!its too stressing n i've gt no one by my side.....mayb everyone's givin' up on me too....
troubled soul.....tiara
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hey ya'll...im like listenin' to ne-yo's sexylove....ahh! luv dis sng...n at d same time tryin to seek yaz's attention...we were happily chatting when he suddenly stopped replying....haiz...he ahk....aniwaiz...todae was sooo horrifying in sc....natasha gt hurt...badly....but thnk god she's ok now....haiz...wad a relieve.she's such a sweetheart...i can't bear to c her in tt state....im juz glad she's ok...n tml is our last day together...well i dun realli care bout 6-2 self-control....i only luv my 6-2 no-control..hehex...if u're wondering wad about d self n no- controls...hahakz....continue wondering..hahakz...lolx...6-2 self-control consists of d smart kids n den.....6-2 no-control...consists of us...d smarter ones...muahahaha.....tml rite....im gonna bring my cam n sweets for everyone...!!!how cool is tt...i cleared all my pics redi...reserved loadz for mie fwenzies n me...hahakz....oh gosh!!! i luv u guyz 6-2.....i dun wanna name any coz im afraid i might miss some of ur names...juz noe....i'll mish u guyz loadz!!!ahhh! thnx u guyz for being dere for me when i nd u to...n at times when it was of no nd but u guyz nvr fail to b dere for me...plz3 forgive me if i've been a pain in d neck all dis while...i noe i can b as irritating as i dunnoe wad...n as blur as sotong n as talkative as....omg!!!juz a big thnk u coz u guyz have realli2 tolerated me at my best n of coz at my worst....a tribute for u all...tml kz...wadeva u do...dun frgt me...d most talkative, irritating, "matured", crazy, wacky gal....tiara!.....when u c pooh remember me kz....luv u guyz...peace n love frm d heavens above!!!:p
Monday, November 13, 2006
hahakz...elow peeps! nutiz is back in service..muahaha...which means u'd get to read more bout d troubles i gt into each n every day! luv my bloggie...missed it too much!hahakz..well, so i went to sc todae n i talked to yaz like for every sec!hahakz...sooo cute....lolx..thnx yaz for keepin me company, for tolerating my nonsense n my crap d whole time juz now! n kak mira n i were like having a hard time deciding how to carry out our plan...hehex..yaz...u relax sua..hahakz den like kak shak soo fun larh...thnx for helping me out juz now...cannot tahan larh juz now...budak2 soo noisy...tml i'd b going to sc again! yey! i'd b goin ealry..which means i'll get to c all my sc kids....yey! klah nitez....
p.s>...yaz!!!online larh!....todae i bought 2 baby pooh...soo cute..hahakz...
~baByguRL tI~missin'' ya!
TIARA
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